larissa weems one shots 🤍

the other woman (pt 2)

~• context: same as pt1!
~• tw/cw: crying, swearing, arguing, teacher attachment
~• italics are your thoughts

marilyn helped me through my breakdown after she brought me upstairs to my dorm. she made me a hot chocolate and wrapped me up in a blanket. i spoke through a shaken voice "th-thank you m-mari". "it's okay darling, just try to breathe please" she said sitting next to me on the edge of my bed. she put her hand on my shoulder as i put my head on hers. "will we ever be back together?" i said, sniffling. "i don't know honey, i really don't know" she whispered raspily while hugging me tightly, "come on, lets clean you up" she said, getting up and switching my bathroom light on. i groaned and hesitantly got up. she rolled her eyes at me, laughed and grabbed my arm and pulled me to my sink. "i ran a sink full of warm water to take off your make-up and i'll take your clothes to the laundrette with my stuff so you don't have to pay for a cycle" she said with a smile, leaving my bathroom and sitting on my bed waiting for me to finish. "thank you" i said smiling back.

i made my hands into a cup and splashed my face. my face tingled from the change in temperature. i grabbed my face wash and squirted some into my hands. i washed my tears away and brushed my hair, putting it back into a messy braid. i should go talk to larissa. i sniffed back another lot of tears, walked out of the bathroom and said "i'm going to talk to larissa" . "wait y/n..!" mari called, but before she could finish what she was going to say i closed the door behind me and sprinted off down the corridor to her room. not her office, her room. is this a good idea? we'll see.

i didn't even knock, i just opened the door. "rissa? are you here?" i said softly. i saw a tall figure come out of the dark. i quickly flipped the light on and saw larissa stood there, looking at me with burning rage in her eyes. "look rissa i know you don't want to talk to me but i can't just shut you out. i needed to talk to you" i said as i felt the tears start to burn in my eyes. "oh so you're the one who's hurting then are you?" she said coldly. "no! rissa please..it was just coffee and cakes! i passed all my tests so she wanted to take me to brunch and she knows about us anyway! i know she wouldn't try to ruin that..i know it. she cares too much about us both to ever do something like that!" i said, not even trying to hold my tears in anymore. "mhm", she said walking over to her bed, "it's not her asking that i'm upset about...it's you agreeing and then just brushing me off when you saw me. i felt invisible y/n. you made me feel like shit and for what? for a meaningless brunch?" she said, not trying to hide her tears either. "PLEASE JUST LET ME TALK" i screamed, scaring myself a little as i did so, "i'm sorry, i just absolutely cannot bear the thought of spending my life without you rissa...it hurts so much to think about. you are my sun that shines after a dark night, you are the silver lining in my clouds, you are my whole life rissa...please don't walk away like this" i whimpered, walking closer to her and looking up into her eyes, wondering if it would be the last time i could look into her eyes like this. they looked down on me, glassy and beautiful. she blinked and looked away, a black tear rolling down her cheek as she did so. please... "i just don't know if i can trust you", she looked back at me, "i want to y/n...i really do but i just.." her voice cracked as she pressed her lips tightly together and shook her head. "what? you just what? talk to me larissa!" i said, cupping her face in my hands. "i just don't know how to.." she cried. "oh rissa.." i said grabbing her and hugging her tightly. she hugged me back as we both sobbed loudly. "so..." i said wiping a tear off my cheek, "can you trust me now?". "yes yes yes yes yes yes!" she cried as she scooped me up into her arms. she put my onto her desk as we kissed joyfully. "you are my one and only, y/n. i love you" i laughed and cried at the same time as we continued our kiss.

i guess she really is the silver lining to my clouds...

a/n: hey! so this is the end of this chapter! next chapter will be something new <3 i really like writing this fanfic actually. it's really fun to write and it really brings out the ideas that maybe i can't use for writing tasks in school, lmk if you like this one shot so far :)