Butters x !fem Y/N

:Chapter 6:

:A/N sorry vegans but u guys eat meat in this chapter😼\hj:

I decided to walk to School today. It's been pretty stressful lately and I needed a break from all the commotion at School. I walked past Starks pond, looking at all the ducks floating on it was nice. It's starting to warm up a little bit since summer is on its way and the pond isn't frozen over anymore. It's still cold but not that cold anymore, I saw the bus drive past. I looked into the window as it drived past and Butters wasn't in his usual seat on the window side. I probably wouldn't go to school the next day if something like that happened to me. Well if I had the choice I wouldn't but even with my Dad gone, my Mum is still pretty strict. But atleast she still loves me and treats me like a real person. Shes a good parent even if she is strict, shes only doing her job. I hated my Dad, he would always either come home drunk or he'd return from work and go straight to sleep on the couches. My Dad had a really good paying job, he was a mechanic and worked 60 hours a week. It was tiring for him but it fed us and kept us safe from the elements of nature. Now with him gone life has gotten pretty stressful for my mother, she has to work and take care of me. I'm home alone alot now because of it. I want to get a job to help her but there isn't any jobs for someone like me thats relatable. Sometimes I go out and do chores for other people like mowing their lawn or pressure washing their doorsteps. I get about 30 bucks after going around town for a whole day. It's not much but I'm saving up encase something does happen and we lose our money, which I doubt it ever will.

I walk through the School gates. I see Cartman giving me a dirty look as i make my way to my locker, that asshole. I put my stuff in my bag and pull out a text book with yesterdays unfinished homework. I take it to my desk and start working on it until class starts. After class I go to sit with the girls again, it's been awhile. I sit in my spot next to Lisa and Wendy. "Oh hey Y/N." Bebe says "Hows it going with Butters?" She adds on. "Pretty good, I guess." I say "So does Butters know about the party?" Heidi asks "Yeah, he said he'd go." I say "Great!" Wendy replies. "Do you think i'm overdoing it?" I ask "No not at all! You're doing so well with not chickening out." Bebe tells me. It makes me feel better but at the same time worse. I love Butters so much, I could not  just break his heart like that. But I can't tell the girls to call it off because then I wont be able to hang out with him anymore, but I also don't want to keep on hanging out with him and break his heart. They are both terrible but it's either lose Butters or lose my whole friend group. "Hey I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I say. I don't actually need to, I just don't want to be around them right now. I lock myself into a stall and sit on the toilet. I started to cry a little, which turned into a sob which turned into a breakdown. I sobbed into my sleeve, trying not to be too loud. I didn't want anyone to hear me. After a minute I started to calm down, I stopped crying after a while and walked out. I washed my face and left but as soon as I did, break was over. The girls are definitely going to suspect something. I start feeling really anxious as the regret shadows over me, I quickly get back to class and sit at the back. Thankfully I was unnoticed. 

After School I walked home instead of the bus again. I didn't go past Starks pond this time. I was walking down the street when I saw Butters house. His parents weren't home obviously so I went and knocked on the door, nothing. Well of course nothing, Butters thinks he can't leave his room. I don't want to be rude and just walk in so I open the door slightly and yell "Butters! Come answer the door!" "I can't leave my room! I'm grounded!" I hear him yell back from down the stairs "Please Butters! Your parents aren't here you wont get caught!" I heard nothing back. But i did see his head poke down the stairs, when he saw me he walked right over. "Y/N? What are you doing here?" He asks. "Checking in on you." I reply. Letting myself in. "Well that is nice of you but I'm perfectly fine." He said. Crossing his arms like a little girl. "Why weren't you at school?" I asked him. "Because if my parents aren't here then they do I have to go to School?" He said, arms still crossed. "Well if your parents aren't here why do you still have to be grounded?" I ask. He lets his arms drop by his sides. "Because I haven't been un-grounded yet." He replied. "Didn't your dad say you'd be ungrounded by Monday? it's Tuesday now Butters, you aren't grounded anymore." I say "Well he could've changed his mind." He says. "Stop being so obsessed with getting your Dads approval! Your Dad is a huge ass! It's not even worth trying to get his approval!" I say "I am not obsessed with getting my Dad approval! I just don't want to let him down!" He yells "You're already letting him down by not going to school! Plus I don't think he'd keep you grounded for that long! You were only late by what? 20 Minutes? It shouldn't be this big of a deal!" I yell. "I'm only in this mess because YOU wanted to hang out! If you never even talked to me we wouldn't be here!" He yelled. I hesitated. "So it's my fault? It's my fault you're basically killing yourself slowly by trapping yourself in your room because you were 20 minutes late? Thats not my fucking fault Butters! It's your fault! If you weren't such a fucking dumbass you wouldn't be here! We would probably be hanging out and having fun right now if you didn't suck so much!" I said. I looked down as I felt tears rise in my eyes. I wiped them away. I felt Butters arms wrap around me as I started sobbing "I'm sorry Y/N.. I should listen to you more."

I few hours later I was hanging out with Butters. We were going to have another sleepover. I had already texted my Mum she was fine with it "I'm so hungry." He said, Staring at the roof. "Well we should make some dinner." I say "How?" he asks "I'll show you." We go downstairs into the kitchen. "Okay so what do you feel like having for dinner?" I ask "Hmm, Maybe pasta?" He says "Okay, so where do you  keep the pasta?" I ask "Over there in the pantry!" He replies and points. I walk over and pull out a packet of long pasta. "Okay why dont we like use this to make some spaghetti and meatballs for dinner?" I ask "Yeah, that sounds good!" He replies. I pass him the packet of pasta. "Grab a pot and fill it with water." I say. Butters gives me a thumbs up. He grabs a small pot from the bottom cupoard. he walks over to to the tap and fills up the pot. "Now place the pasta in." He opens the packet of pasta and places it in. "Now what?" He asks "Do you know how to light the stove?" I ask "Nope, my parents don't even let me in the kitchen most of the time. I'm only allowed in to grab a snack or some water or something." I nod and walk over to him. "So you grab this." I hold up the lighter. "And you press the button on the lighter to turn it on. Then you hold in this knob." I say, pointing to a knob on the oven. "You hold it in and turn it." I do what I just said. "Then you light your lighter and hold it over, when it catches flame you move it away." I say, I move the lighter away after it catches flame. "Then you can move the knob to however big you want the flame. And to turn it off you just do this." I turn the knob to the top and the stove turns off. I pass the lighter to Butters. "You try." I say. He stands infront of the stove and follows the steps. Push in and turn the knob, Light the lighter and hold it close, take away the lighter and adjust it. "I did it!" He says happily. "Good job! Now put the pot on the stove." I say, he does it. "Thats how to cook the pasta, now it's time for the meat." I say "Well how do I do that?" He asks "I'm gonna tell you, go grab a frying pan but make sure its the type where the sides are high." He reaches into the same cupboard and pulls out a pan, it was the perfect size. "Perfect, now grab some mince meat from the fridge." "this?" He asks, pullng out a small packet of minced meat. I look at the label 'beef mince' "Perfect" I pass it back. "Wash your hands quickly." I say. He washes his hands with soap at the sink, he makes his way back to me without drying his hands. "Now what?" he asks. "Now you take the mince out the packet." I say "Okay, but why did i need to wash my hands?" He asks "Because you're touching it." I reply. "Kinda makes sense." He replies. "Wait we forgot something." I say "What?" He replies. "This." I say, pulling the olive oil out of the pantry. I walk over to the pan and put some in. "Okay now put the mince in." Butters puts it in. I grab a wooden spoon and pass it to him. "Mix it around with this." He uses it to seperate the mince. "Now what?" He asks. "Light the other stove" I say "Got it." As he's lighting the stove he asks "How come I'm doing most of it?" "Because you don't know how to cook and I'm teaching you." I say "Oh okay." He lights the other stove and places the pan on. "Now what?" He asks. "We wait a while." I say "Well how long?" He asks again "10-20 minutes. But since we did the pasta first it'll be done soon." I say "Oh okay." We go back up to Butters room and chill for a bit. Butters is doing who know what on his computer and I'm just scrolling through tiktok. "Do you think I should go check on the food?" Butters asks. "Yeah it's been about 15 minutes now." I reply, he goes down stairs as i stay upstairs and wait for him "Hey Y/N! I thinnk the pasta is done!" I hear him call. I put my phone to the side and make my way down the stairs. "It's not done yet Butters." I say "But you can add the flavor into the mince now." I say, I get a packet of taco seasoning and pass it to him. "Put some of this in and stir the mince." "Okay!" I watch him as he carefully puts it in and stirs it. "You're doing well!" I say and he smiles at me.

About an hour later we are working together to serve it up. I do the pasta and he did the mince. I was pretty proud of him for cooking that. It was really good. "What should we do now?" He asks as I'm washing up our dishes. "I dunno, whats the time?" I ask. He taps on my phone so the homescreen comes up. "9:42" he replies. I finish washing the dishes and walk towards him, "We should go to bed." I say. "yeah." He says, looking into my eyes. One of his arms wrapped around my waist as he leaned closer to me, so did I. We both closed our eyes and our lips touched. I wanted this to last forever. I wrapped my hands around his neck, his free hand slipped up the back of my shirt. But he stops and pulls away, "Why don't we leave this until we are atleast 16-" He says. I try not to laugh and say "Okay- let's just go to bed." That night me and Butters fell asleep cuddling, I wore his PJs again tho.

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