Butters x !fem Y/N

:Chapter 9:

Today I decided to go on the bus instead of walk specifically so I can sit next to Butters. While I was making my way to the bus stop I saw butters waving me over, waiting for me to arrive. The bus pulls up and I follow behind him and up the stairs. We sit in our usual seat in the middle of the bus, I look around as I realise how different this is to walking every day. It's loud and the seats are uncomfortable, it sinks and of course it's bumpy and I can never stay still on my seat. I reach over and grab Butter's hand. I can't believe it's already Thursday, only 2 days until the party. I want to talk to the girls and change the plan but I don't think it'll work. Like I've always said over a million times that if I change my plans they are gonna get mad at me and dump me becsue I've then gotten close to Butters for nothing. Fuck it i'm just gonna do it. I don't care anymore, I'm gonna dump Butters in front of everyone. I'm sure he'd understand if i explained everything to him.

While I'm sitting in class I see the group of boys the Butters used to hang out with talking. One of them in a green hat leans over to me "Hey Y/N, I need to talk to you at break. Meet me near the fence." He whisper-yells. I'm pretty sure his name is Kyle but It's hard to remember everyone and sometimes I get them mixed up alot. During break I made my way over to the fence, Butters sat with his old friend group again "Hey Y/N I know he didn't want me to tell you this but Stan likes you." He said "What? But doesn't Stan like Wendy?" I say "Well he did but he realised his relationship with Wendy was a bit toxic so he moved on." I sigh. "So does he want to tell me or anything?" I ask "Probably not." He replied "Oh by the way, my name is Kyle." He says, I nod. "Well I better get back to my friends, see you later Y/N!"

I sat alone all break after that, I did not want to confront Wendy after that. After break I was sitting in the back of class like always. I saw Stan looking at me, It made me feel sick. I don't like Stan, I don't even know him. Why would he out of all people like me? After School I saw him following behind me, obviously trying to catch up. Once he does he says "Hey Y/N, wanna come to my house? My friends are gonna be there too." I wanted to say no but I was of course being anxious like always. "Sure, let me text my Mum first tho."

Y/N: Can I stay over at a friends house for a couple hours after school?

Mum: Are you going to Butters house again?

Y/N: No actually, I'm going to Stans house.

Mum: Jeez, how many boyfriends do you have?

Y/N: Shut up.

"She said yes." I say, still looking at my phone. "Great!" He said. He started walking and I trailed behind him. This is like the opposite of walking to school every morning, It's loud, I'm tired, my bag feels about 5x heavier and to add on top a boy who likes me who I don't even know is walking in front of me and I'm going to his house to hang out with him and his friends. Today sucked. I walk into Stans house after a bit of walking, his house is on another street so it's a longer walk there. I'm greeted by Kyle, who's waving me over. Eric Cartman who is pretending to throw up by the sight of me and a Kenny who is just sitting there. I sat next to Kyle on the couch since he's the only one i know and I don't want to sit next to Eric after what happened between him and Butters. I can still even see the bruises on him from it. 

A bit later they were all having fun playing video games and eating snacks. I did play too but I basically sat there silent the whole time, I didn't really know what to talk about or say. I barely know them. "Hey why don't we have a sleepover?" Kenny suggested "I don't think I'll be able to stay the night." I say "Oh c'mon Y/N, it'll be fun!" Stan says and Kyle nods but I see him whisper something to Stan. "If I have to sleep in the same room as a stupid girl then I'm definitely not staying." Eric says "Come on dude, shes not like the other girls." Stan said, this made me feel sick. "Guys I can't stay the night, sorry." I say again "Okay well bye Y/N." Kyle says "Yeah bye." I say as I get up and walk out the door. After about 10 minutes of walking I finally get home, I walk inside and greet my mother then walk up the stairs. Once I reach my room, I pull out my phone and check all my notifs. Most of them are from Butters asking where I was. I reply and tell him I was at Stans house, he left me on read.

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:A/N Sorry I'm not uploading chapters as fast! It's hard with school and i'm kinda running out of ideas: