Butters x !fem Y/N

:Chapter 10:

After a long night of sitting up and thinking about how much drama will happen at the party tomorrow. Especially about the fact how Stan likes me now, he's also gonna be pretty bummed out when I announce to everyone that I'm leaving Butters, he'll be jealous about the fact I was with Butters while he liked me. Or not, I don't know him that well yet. I got up and stumbled out of bed, I'm not that tired. I'm just worrying about how the party will go, I cant predict how the people will react. What if they get upset at me for dumping him so rudely? I know some people will get pissed at me for it. I'm considering even telling Kyle, the way he told me about how Stan likes me made me feel comfortable with him.

After I brushed my teeth and had breakfast I made my way out the door and onto the snowy sidewalk. The snow wasn't as thick as it usually is since summer is on it's way. As I make my way towards the school I pass by Butters house. I hesitate, I don't know if I should invite him to walk with me or not. I'm overthinking the whole party thing to be honest. I keep walking with my head straight but then I hear a click at the door. "Oh hey there Y/N!" I hear coming from inside. "I was just leaving, I was wondering uhm well- would you maybe wanna walk to school with me?" I felt a smile creep up on the sides of mouth. "Of course, Butters." I say, looking into his eyes. He smiles and grabs my hand. I quickly let go as I see the bus heading our way "We are keeping our relationship a secret, remember?" I say "Oh- haha yeah." He says.

After walking to school, hand in hand. We make it to the School, I open my locker and shove my stuff in. I don't really care about being neat and organised. to me it's just a huge waste of time. I make my way towards Butters but Stan stops me in my way. "hey Y/N, I heard there's a party at Wendy's house tomorrow. Do you wanna go together?" I paused, I didn't know what to say. I don't know Stan at all, should I reject him? Yes, I will reject him. I'm not letting my overthinking get to me this time. "Uh- hang on I need the toilet. Just like give me a moment." I say as I turn around and leave. That wasn't exactly a no- but it was something.

As I'm walking through the hallways, I see Kyle. I was gonna tell him my relationship with butters wasn't I? I walk to him "Hey Kyle, I need to tell you something." I say "Sure dude." He replies. In a half whisper voice, I don't want anyone to hear of course. I say "So you know how Stan likes me?" I say "yeah." He replies. "Well I don't like him back. I actually have a boyfriend." I say "Oh- Well I don't really know how to help you, Y/N." He says "Yeah I get that. It just felt like I needed to tell someone. Our relationship is secret." I say "Who is your boyfriend anyway?" He asks "Well, hey fellas!" I see Butters making his way towards us. "hey, Butters." Kyle said. He seemed annoyed by his presence already "I was just wondering about Wendy's party. It's tomorrow isn't it?" He asks "Yes Butters. It's tomorrow." Kyle says with a sigh. "Thanks! I'll see you guys there tomorrow then!" He says as he continues walking down the hallway. "It feels like every time I talk to him- Or pip. A brain cell dies." Kyle says "Haha- yeah." I say. obviously lying.

After a long, miserable day of basically hell. I step up the steps of the bus. Sure, I love walking to school during the mornings. It's peaceful and pretty, but after school? No way, it's always so busy and loud after school. And somehow the crunchy snow stresses me out on the way home. I take the bus after school. It's become quite of a routine to walk to school in the mornings, then on the bus on the way home. This time I didn't sit next to Butters, I sat behind him on the empty seats. Now Kyle knows I have a boyfriend I don't want him to start assuming it's Butters, he hates Butters. "Why aren't you sitting next to me, Y/N?" he asks. "Oh- well It's just a bit too hot to sit next to someone, y'know summer is coming up and stuff." I say "Well that makes sense I guess." He pauses "so well- do you wanna have a sleepover today? We'll get ready for the party together tomorrow." He suggests, with a voice crack every so words. "Oh, yeah sure. Let me text my Mum first." 

After going through all that I got my mothers permission and made it to Butters house. I'm instantly met by a terrible odour "What the hell is that?" I say, plugging my nose for dramatic effects. "Oh- well that must be the trash, I don't really know what to do with it." Butters says. Looking at the overflowing trash can. "Butters, you're supposed to take it outside." I say "what for?" *Insert explaining to him how to take out the trash because I'm not american and don't know how it works* "That was easy." He says after the trash is gone."Do you need anymore help with how to look after a house by yourself?" I ask "No not really." He replies.

Like usual I had stolen Butters pyjamas. We were sitting on the living room couch this time, a movie called "Back to the future" Was playing on the tv. My head was in Butters lap as I watched the movie. He was playing with my hair and I was half asleep. Listening to something on the tv always calmed me, it made it easier to sleep. Suddenly I was officially fast asleep.

I was woken up by Butters struggling to lift my head off his lap without waking me. I sat up and turned to face him "Oh- sorry for waking ya'" He says. "No it's okay, whats the time?" I ask. He taps his Ipad screen which was sitting on the couches arm rest "Well it's just gone 10:30." He says "10:30? Damn, I'm going to bed." I say as I get up. I stumble up the stairs and into Butters room. He follows behind me. I lie in bed and so does he. I feel his arms wrap around me as I start to close my eyes. I was then asleep, not even thinking about how terrible tomorrows party is gonna be.

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