Butters x !fem Y/N

:Chapter 11:

I woke up to a loud bang coming from downstairs. No Butters in sight. I make my way down the stairs and peer into the kitchen, I see Butters sitting on the ground next to a frying pan. "Are you okay there?" I ask, stepping out into the kitchen. "Oh yeah, I'm fine. Goodmorning Y/N!" He says, getting up and brushing himself off. "What happened?" I asked. "Oh well I was cooking breakfast and uh well I fell and dropped the pan." He says. I chuckle. "What are you making?" I ask "Eggs and bacon." He says. I nod as I walk back up the stairs and into Butters room. I get changed into my usual clothes, I use Butter's hair brush like always then that spare toothbrush in the bathroom. After I had finally done my routine I tried Butters cooking, it was surprisingly really good. 

"Hey Y/N, I'm going to meet up with Cartman and the gang. We're going shopping for outfits later tonight, you should ask the girls." Butters suggests. Shit I forgot about the party, was it really today? I couldn't believe time has gone by so fast. "Yeah, I'll text our gc." I say as I pull out my phone

Y/N: He guys do you wanna meet up at the mall 4 shopping

Bebe: y r we going shopping 

Y/N: The party

Wendy: Omg yes I'm omw

Bebe: Okay I'll go too

Lisa: Same

Red: I'm also omw

After everyone announced they were coming, I walked with Butters to the mall. He was meeting at Kyles house so once I got to the mall he continued walking on as I came to a stop. My eyes scanned around the open area for the girls, I see Wendy and Bebe talking so I walk over to them "Heyy" I say, awkwardly waving "Oh hey Y/N, we were actually just talking about how you and butters are so- close." Wendy says. "Oh yeah, don't worry I haven't like caught feelings or anything. He thinks we're dating so I'm gonna dump him infront of everyone." I say. I felt like crying when I said that, but didn't. "Oh good." Bebe says

About 30 minutes later everyone had arrived and we were inside a random clothing store looking at all the options. "Oh my god guys, this is so cute!" Lisa exclaims pointing to a sage green dress, a golden ribbon wrapped around where your wait would be and puffy bits on the shoulders. "This would probably look good on Y/N!" Bebe says. "Yeah go try it on, Y/N!" Red says as Bebe pulls it off the rack and hands it to me "Yeah okay, I'll try it." I say as I make my way to the changing rooms. After I had put it on, I realised it actually suited me really well. The dress was just above my knees, if I wear some tights underneath and like get a black cardigan it could actually look really good. I take off the dress and put my other clothes back on. Once I made my way back to the girls I told them how nice it looked. 

A few hours later it was about 3. I was at bebes house and the party doesn't start until 7 so there's no rush. I put the dress on, I also put some black tights on underneath. I picked out a black cardigan to go with the tights. When I stepped out of the room I heard a few synchronised squeals and Bebe telling me I look 'slay'. Once everyone got into their nice party outfits it was about 6:30, Bebe's Mum was dropping us off since we were at her house. We all stepped out of the car and was greeted by Wendy who didn't go to Bebe's since she was preparing for the party. "Hey girls!" Wendy waves as she comes over to us. "Remember the plan Y/N? Don't chicken out on us." Wendy tells me in a quieter voice so only me and Bebe heard since Bebe was standing right next to me.

Almost an hour later, lots of people were here. I was standing outside, helping Wendy greet everyone as I was also waiting for Butters and his friends to show up. I could tell Wendy still isn't very comfortable with me since the fight we had but i'm sure everything will be fine. I feel a few water droplets land on my forehead as Butters is walking with his friendgroup. They walk past and we greet them, Butters giving me a wink as he walks past. He was dressed pretty basic. Just some creamy coloured shorts and a blue button up t-shirt. It was just like his usual shirt but it was a t-shirt instead. I try not to make eye contact with him, this time seeing him didn't feel good. I felt guilty, like i had just murdered someones family. I felt more raindrops fall on my face, "We should head inside, it's starting to rain." Wendy suggests as she makes her way inside her house. I nod and follow behind.

About 30 minutes of messing around with friends, I see Butters standing alone. My friends hint for me to do it. To break his heart and never talk to him again. I turn around to face him, a huge smile is on his face as he waves me over. Everytime I got closer I felt like spriting away from there but I made my way over to him eventually. "This is so cool! I love this little party Wendy put together! We should dance!" Butters says as he does a little sway, hinting for me to join in but I don't. "Hey, why the long face?" He says, leaning towards me. I just had to get it over with over and done with. I felt my heart beating really hard, like it was gonna explode all over the floor. "I HATE YOU AND I WANNA BREAK UP!" I scream at the top of my lungs. I didn't mean to scream it but I did. It just slipped out, I felt like a train had hit me. "I-I.. What I mean is-" I say, my voice cracking up. Butters didn't reply. He just stared at me like he had seen a monster eat a little child alive.  He turned around and ran to the door. I wanted to chase him, tell him the truth but nothing. 

:Narrator pov:

Butters sat there on the curb off the street in the rain. His tears mixing with the water from the sky. He sat there sobbing, he wanted to scream and just let everything out but he knew he couldn't do that. He stood and ran. He ran and swore to never speak to Y/N again. He entered his house and went straight to his room. His head landed on his pillow and he screamed, he screamed as loud as possible until he couldn't breathe anymore.

Back to Y/N. She was sitting in the bathroom with the door locked, her eyes bawling with black mascara running down her face. She sobbed into her knees as she heard a knock on the door "Y/N?" it was Stan. "O-oh hang on!" Y/N called out, trying to not sound like shes crying "Hey uhm I didn't know you were dating Butters and uhm the breakup would've been hard for you- I just want to say that I'm here for you." Stan says. "Oh, t-thank you." Y/N replied with a sniffle. "If you want me to help you clean up I can. I can tell you're crying." He says, still shouting through the door so it was slightly muffled. "Oh no, I'm o-okay but thanks for the offer." Y/N says in between sniffles. Y/N didn't like Stan, she was actually really uncomfortable with that conversation. But she didn't want to stress on breaking Stans heart too. 

After about an hour of crying Y/N was finally cleaned up and ready to go back out. She hesitated but opened the door. She didn't want to talk to anyone, just go home. She managed to sneak by some crowds of girls and made it to the door. She successfully escaped with no one trying to start a conversation with her.

:Y/N POV:

I didn't care that it was raining. Or that I just bailed on everyone. I had one goal and that was to get home, I ran past Butters house without even a glance. I got into my house and saw a note on the table from my mother "Since you're being such a teenager I decided to go visit your dad again without you. I'll be home around 9." So I was home alone. I locked myself in my room and screamed into my pillow, not caring that I was getting my bed wet. But not so long later I had cried myself to sleep.

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