i wrote several entries from then to now , i think one or two entries will explain them all together bc pao has never changed. pao has always been the same, she has always been my toilet, she has always been the one who have been there to keep me company till morning, she has always come and talked to me even if how much tired she'd get, she will always love someone back even though she couldn't be able to, she will always be someone i would talk to all day even if people might think she is dry asf bc she is not you all are just dumb, she will always be my paotty.
some days we are just "yes" or "no" and "what" but everday is special with her, those days when she shares her thoughts with me are engraved in my brain because i couldn't have stopped myself from happy that she was comfortable to share it with me, her reactions might suck but i would still rant to her, she might not tell me that i might sometimes get on her nerves but i would still love her the same, she might not mention me in loc or any thing that we do for someone special but i know she would still never ever be loved any less by me , i am posting this book now because i couldn't wait any more like her lol so i hope no ones cringing at me rni will write to her everyday WITH PPL SEEING IT lol