HaTe (taejin)

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Kim seokjin:

I immediately tried to remove the man's hand to get out of his grip, but the man held me even closer. Then I looked back who was fast and I was shocked because I didn't expect jimin to act like this to me.

A lot of questions arose in my mind at that time because of jimin's actions, and then I stopped trying to get away from him to find out why he was behaving like this to me.

So jimin let go of me and then placed his hand on my shoulder and slowly turned me around and pinned me to the fridge.

He was breathing heavily with his head on my shoulder. At that time, I smelled him and realized that he had been drinking a lot. At that time he smelled my neck and placed a kiss on that, so immediately I put my hand on his shoulder and tried to push him away, but he held both my hands tightly and said angrily to me "Don't stop me now, jin".

When I heard him say that I didn't know what to do at that moment, suddenly I felt his lips on mine and he stayed there and then slowly started to suck my lower lip and I felt his tight grip on my arms while I was wondering how to react to his kiss in my heart.

The kiss he was giving me was starting to hurt, his tongue were tasting mine, then he pressed his body even closer to mine, and I tried to push him away with all my might, thinking that I had to somehow get away from his grip. But I couldn't move from the hold. So, while he was forcefully kissing me, I told him "Jimin, what you're doing right now is so wrong, please leave me".

At that time I thought he will not let go of me no matter what I said but now he heard what I said and moved away from me and stood and told me sternly "You like me and I like you too, so nothing will be wrong by acting like this". 

He answered me in a way I didn't expect, then he came close to my side and carried me bridal style and went to his room.

He laid me down on his bed and then closed the door of the room so fast, that it made such a terrible noise that my body started shaking. Then he quickly hovered over on me and kissed my neck, forehead and lips alternately, when I begged him not to, but he didn't listen to me and removed my shirt and threw it away.

Now because of his behavior my love for him has turned into fear and I started to cry, even though it seems that he is behaving like this because he was drunk, but I can't calm myself down, because of the fear I have now.

"Jimin, please think from your heart and behave with me now. If you are going to act like this now, tomorrow everything will become sad, angry and difficult between us two. So stop what you are thinking of doing now". I said to jimin as a last chance to stop him.

But jimin didn't even listen to me and started kissing me hardly on the lips, just when I thought in my heart that my life has become hell again, I heard a fast knock on the door of our room.

But jimin kept misbehaving with me and then I heard my first child tzuyu's voice "appa, is anything wrong? Open the door, is uncle jimin with you?"

So when I was about to answer, jimin covered my mouth with his hand and then angrily told me "be quiet".

His speech reminded me of the old cruel things that had happened in my life, and because of that, an unbearable burden was felt on my chest.

Then suddenly my daughter's words made jimin stop making the mistake of not knowing what he was doing and came to his self-consciousness "Daddy, is there a problem with appa?".

As he regained consciousness, his face showed a reaction of fear, regret and sadness, and then he quickly got up from me and moved away. Hearing my daughter's voice again, I quickly got up from the bed and took my shirt, quickly opened the door and kindly said to my daughter "tzuyu baby, I don't have any problem, I'm fine. Now you go and sleep peacefully."

She immediately tried to come inside that room, but I grabbed her hand and quickly took her, to laid her down in the room where she was lying and told her "don't think about anything and sleep peacefully, you have school tomorrow baby". 

So that She smiled and told me ok and laid down, then I quickly went to jimin's room.

There, he was sitting on the floor not understanding what happened, then I slowly went to his side and asked him "jimin, are you ok?".

Hearing my voice, jimin quickly moved away from me and spoke to me in fear "Jin, please forgive me. I did not know how to behave with you because I was drinking. I will never treat you like this again, please forgive me. I love you, it's true. Don't just think that I don't love you because of this behavior of mine, and don't think of me as something else. Till this day I am only thinking that I should marry you and live happily.  Even if you want to beat me, or if you want to give me any punishment, I am ready to receive it".

I was happy when I heard his proposal and totally forgave him for the way he treated me a while ago.

Then I walked closer to him to answer him but he said sadly to me "Jinnie, don't come to my side. I'm scared of the mood I'm in right now, so you leave this room right now and if I misbehave with you now in spite of me, tomorrow  I will die for it."

Then I went and laid down on the bed where I was lying with him as usual without saying anything to him. Because he has come to his senses and my faith in him has increased.

On the other side, Tae called someone and asked the person authoritatively "Did you do as I told you?".

To which that person calmly replied "Like you said, I mixed the drug you gave in jimin's drinks without him knowing, and then I talked to him the way you told him to talk".

Tae was very happy to hear that, because this time what he thought was going to happen.