HaTe (taejin)

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Kim taehyung:

It has been two months since my accident and till now there is no one by my side to take care of me with affection. It was during these two months that I suffered without anyone, that I understood the goodness of my husband Jin.

But now he is not by my side, I tried to talk to namjoon hyung to get him back in my life, but hyung scolded me and told me to let him enjoy his happiness in his life from now on. I was very angry when hyung said that, but I felt it was the right thing to do and we hid this from him.

I was sure in my heart that even if jin knew about my accident, he wouldn't have come here to see me, because now he has jimin on his heart. I always thought that he shouldn't be happy in his life, but now it's like my whole life is going to be hell.

I arranged one and did everything to prevent them from joining together, but everything turned against me. Through namjoon hyung I got to know that jin is going to get married to jimin in two weeks, when I heard that I thought that if I see him in person once and apologize, he will have mercy on me, but I was confused about how I can talk to him in person in this situation where I can't walk. Namjoon hyung said that no matter what I tried to talk to, he wouldn't arrange for me to talk to jin.

Then I called his number from my phone, only to find out that he is not using his old phone number, now I am in a situation where I can't do anything.

All my enemies are very happy to know about my accident and not only that but they are trying hard to kill me in this condition as well, so now I decided that instead of letting jin into my life, I should not leave any one of my enemies alive when my body is completely healed.

Then now let jin get married and after killing all my enemies I will kidnap him and my children and force them to live with me and I will kill whoever comes across this.

I consoled myself and quietly waited for my body to fully recover. So I was calm, suddenly jimin came to the hospital to see me, he was sitting arrogantly in front of me and watching my situation, seeing him made my anger even more, but as my jin, I decided to keep him alive now. Because if I kill him, all my enemies will be looking for jin first, if there is no danger to him then it is right that jimin is alive, as I was thinking that he started talking to me.

"I won't ask how you are, just looking at your situation I can see that you are not well. Do you understand why this is the situation, you must understand, if you don't understand, you will understand in every bad situation you are going to experience, the hardship you have caused Jin is not a little, but you are still making him suffer by not letting him go. You think I don't know everything you do, I know your every mistake, I'm just waiting to put you in jail somehow, and it will happen soon. Then next week Jin and I are going to get married and from now on there will be no trouble in his life, only happiness. You were the darkness in his life, but now I'm going to be the light in his life".

He said annoying me, whatever he said annoyed me, I can understand what he was saying about the cruelty I did to jin, but I didn't like it when he said it to me. 

So I didn't respond to what he said, then he spoke again annoyingly, "When I heard about your accident, the first thing I thought in my mind was that you should have died right then and there because of the cruelty you did to Jin. But I'm also sad that you survived, but now I'm happy when I see this situation where you are lying in the hospital, because if you had died that day, you wouldn't be feeling sad about the cruelty you did to Jin, But today I can see clearly in your face that you are mentally upset. I know it is nothing new for you to be beaten, but in the past when you were beaten, jin must have been with you and looked after you, but today he is not paying attention to you, so you can definitely understand his good heart. But make up your mind that he'll never be in your life again, I know what you're thinking, you can't even come close to Jin's side, he's mine and mine only."

I understood one thing in his speech, that namjoon hyung told him that I am sorry for the cruelty I did to jin, that's why he came to me now to warn me. But I decided to make it clear to him that I won't give Jin to anyone for anything anymore, he is mine and I arrogantly replied to him, "Your marriage will definitely go well and I won't interfere with it. But one day I will come and kill you with my own hands and it will be soon. Jin is not yours, he is only mine forever. Keep it in your mind when you are a time pass in his life, I am his life partner”.

Hearing that he looked at me mockingly and replied, "You can't change jin's heart forever".

To that, I confidently replied to him, "I know better than you about Jin, he will definitely change his heart and forgive me and accept me, but you won't be alive to see it".

"I'll admit you know Jin better than I do, but I'm sure you can't get into his heart, because I'm going to tell him everything about you. What do you think I know?". 

He looked at me arrogantly, which made my mind confused as to what he knew about me. While thinking like that, I shuddered when I heard what he said, "I will tell jin what you did when his second child was born, do you think he will accept you even after that?. That was the biggest betrayal you did to him, to cover it up you adopted a child from an orphanage and kept the adopted child by his side as his child before he woke up".

And so, tears flowed from my eyes.