HaTe (taejin)

10

Kim seokjin:

When I wake up in the morning jimin was sitting beside my leg, I was shocked to see him, I could see the sadness and regrets on his face, so I immediately thought to talk to him to comfort him, but before that he started talking to me in fear, "Please forgive me, jin. I drank a little too much yesterday, and I know the way I treated you was wrong, I don't want to justify it. Yesterday jungkook asked me to get closer to you, so I acted like that to you without realizing it when I was drinking and listening to him. Now I understand that I shouldn't have listened to him and behaved like that to you, henceforth I will not listen to anyone else and I will only listen to what is in my mind. Then jin, you know my love for you, I want to marry you soon and live together with you. If you are interested in me, tell me your answer tonight".

One thing is clear from his speech that he has no intention of behaving like that towards me. Then I don't understand why jungkook is asking him to be close to me, if he is a good friend he definitely wouldn't be asking jimin to act like that to me. I doubt jungkook if he got together with tae because the way he talks to me and the way he gives me money is all different. He was nice to me at first, but now he doesn't talk to me like himself. At that moment I was wondering if I should tell Jimin what I thought about Jungkook, or if I should tell him my love for him.

At that time, Jimin was completely in my heart, so I came forward to tell him that I love him right now.  "Jimin, I forgive you for the way you treated me yesterday. Don't ever treat me like that again, because the way you treated me yesterday, it was like I felt tae in my life again. Even then, you behaved to the extent that you are going to bring trouble in my life, but I was happy when you moved away from me when my daughter called you daddy, because tae never gave value and love to that word. We long for his love and affection, but he has never given it to us for a single day, at least not falsely. After divorcing him, we seemed to have all the love and affection in our lives, but with your behavior yesterday, I felt like I lost it again in a bit of fear. But you proved that we didn't lose it and you moved away from me, and at that moment I had respect and honor for you in my heart. I have firmly decided in my mind that you are not like tae, so I will tell you my decision now”.

To which, immediately he said as if not to tell me my answer now "Jin, don't tell me your answer now, tell me tonight". 

When he got up I held his hand and asked him to sit back on the bed. I immediately kissed him on the lips, this was the second kiss I gave him, I behaved this way towards him because of my love for him. Then he started moving his lips and I followed his lead. At that moment my daughter quickly opened our room and came in so we both moved.

Immediately she closed her eyes and ran out telling us "I'm sorry" and we both laughed at that. 

Then suddenly jimin told me "you don't go to work anymore". 

On hearing that I asked him "why?".

To that, he said "Now you are mine so I earn enough for us, you stay at home and take good care of our children. Then tonight I am going to give you a surprise, after you know what that surprise is, I am very excited to hear your answer".

 I was very happy to hear that and then nodded to him as if it was ok. Then I immediately called Jungkook and told him that, I didn't come to work. 

At that, he very angrily asked me "why?". To that, I did not give him any clear answer and said, I will tell him later and disconnected his call.

The thought of what surprise jimin has for me was running through my heart that whole day. 

"what do you think about jimin uncle?" I asked my daughter after school that day to know what she thinks about jimin. 

"I want jimin uncle to be my daddy. I know you like him too, appa, don't think about anything and marry Jimin uncle happily, then your life will be very happy.  I know very well that jimin uncle will take care of all of us better than tae daddy", I was happy to hear her speak so maturely.

Then I went to my son's school to pick him up, but there they said that my son did not come to school today. I was very scared when I heard that, and immediately I called Jimin and told him about this matter.

He immediately told me "You go home first, I'll see what's up". 

So I went home, then jimin's parents saw me coming alone and asked me, where soobin was. 

And when I told them what had happened, they both got very scared. Then I was praying in my heart that nothing should happen to him.