What it could be [Englot]

Chapter 1: The first live

Engfa and Charlotte have always noticed each other, even before they had their first  interaction. Charlotte had always fangirled over Engfa's singing, her beauty, her character, and has secretly been following her social media. Whereas Engfa had noticed Charlotte's beauty when running for Miss Grand Phuket  and eventually when she crowned for Miss Grand Chumphon. 

March 10,2022 the first group live

Charlotte POV

I was removing my makeup and I wanted to greet my fans, thinking I should drop by for a quick second, I notice P'fa doing a group live.  Immediately, I make a quick comment and sends them an invite to join.

I quickly grab some makeup remover to act nonchalant while making sure I looked presentable, especially in front of P'fa. While admiring P'fa, lost in a dreamy loop, I was interrupted by P'por's comment,

"Are you cheating on Heidi?" 

That very moment, I wanted to comment and tell them straight that Heidi and I have a platonic relationship. Better yet, I wanted to quickly join the live and set the record straight so that P'fa wouldn't have any misunderstandings.

Engfa POV

I didn't notice Nong'char had sent me a request to join the live, with an excited heart I quickly accept and right at that moment, I felt something. 

Something new, something I haven't felt in a long time. 

My attraction to N'char was at first sight, as she was removing her makeup, all I could think to myself was ,"A pretty girl like Charlotte must receive a lot of attention from both guys and girls." 

While she was explaining how she was not flirting with Heidi the day before (although I saw it all),  I didn't realise I was lost in a train of thought. Zoning out on N'char, I quickly snap out of it when I saw my own screen and that fool of a smile I had for someone I just met has caught me off guard. I quickly read a fan comment to N'Char about Phalo to try and hide the fact that I was mesmerized by her. 

P'Por POV

I have had many lives with N'fa and not once has she acted this uncomfortable and flushed for a live. Quickly realising the reason was the new addition, N'Char, I knew some meddling had to take place. 

" I have to say, Engfa you have a husband-like vibe." 

Interrupting me N'char says, "Yes, a lot."

Engfa POV

I blushed hearing that I have a husband-like vibe, I didn't know what Charlotte would be thinking. I wanted to be upfront about being in the LGBTQ+ community, I then explained

" I dated this beautiful girl. She bought me snacks and was very attentive and slowly won me over. I thought it was time to try dating a girl and so we did. She was very feminine....." 

As I was sharing my experience, I noticed N'char being shy and hiding her face. Was she happy to hear that I was LGBTQ+ or was she shy since it was a new concept for her? What could she be thinking? 

N'char didn't say a single word until P'Por asked if she was going to buy boxes of snacks and desserts to win me over. 

"I will buy you a crate" says Charlotte. 

Now my mind is even more confused. I have voiced out saying I've been openly bisexual for some time now and Charlotte is still sitting there removing her makeup with a smile on her face. So is N'char flirting back??? Is she also in the LGBTQ+ community???? Or is she just dangerously flirting with me this whole entire live, even though she isn't interested. 

It was getting late and finally the live ended. The moment we all left the call, I sit there confused of what just happened, yet the smile on my face won't fade away. At this moment, it would be a lie if I was to say I wasn't interested, but the wall I have built around me always seems to remind me that I could possibly get hurt if I put towards true feelings. 

So... as usual, I should just push these feelings aside and focus on MGT that is coming up soon.