Broken Hope - Drew Angst / tmf

★ 𝕄𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 ★

Hours passed and Drew didn't wake up, hours turned into hours and hours turned into days.

He finally woke up about 2weeks after his mother was shot...
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢?

Drew woke up trying to inhale air like it would run away from him, he was sweating and his body didn't react like he wanted it to.
It took him few more breaths to control his body, to calm down and process everything that's going on.

-Drew ? You're alright? - Drew froze when he heard his fathers voice. 𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚎.

In this exact moment his father came to the room with a cup of tea.

Drew couldn't believe his eyes, he was sure his dad is dead... 𝚂𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚠?
Drew didn't know what to say anything but he pressured himself to talk.
-Is mom... Dead? -Drew said with shaking voice. He didn't know if he actually want to know the answer.

-What are you talking about?

Drew quickly laughed and excused himself that he had a nightmare. Drews dad walked away and Drew looked through his phone.

𝟙𝟟/𝟙𝟙/𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟚 - 𝟘𝟞:𝟙𝟚
Drew froze, he was sure it just was 2023  when his mother got shot.
Every message was from 2022 , there was non from the time he experienced.

Drew went for a walk to clear his mind when he saw Jake and Hailey.
"𝙽𝚘.. 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗... "- Drew though to himself, he remember clearly this day when Jake lied to him. When he loved about loving him. He hated this day so much that he wished he never met Jake.

Drew walked over them and their expression was the same as the day he experienced. He slapped Jake and this moment he decided to cut every single friendship or relationship in this country.
𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝙷𝚎𝚗𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 Liam

Drew knew that if he's not going to do anything with his life everything will keep repeating. And he was 100%sure what to do now.

𝙷𝚎'𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔.

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𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕠 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕚𝕕

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He lived in France on his own, without his dad help, he created his own company and did well.

His life was so much better without them.

Drew still felt empty, but that's what universe had for him from the beginning. And he can't do anything about it.

One Day Drew was working and memory came crashing his mind as he saw an old photo of Him, Henry, Liam and Jake.

He missed them so much.

But he's not going to show weakness. Not now. Not when he finally found his place in earth.

His hands were shaking as he looked at the photo and he remembered every emotion he felt toward Jake.
" ℕ𝕠𝕟 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟 𝕚𝕗 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦"-Drew said slowly calming himself down when Liam came in.

-Sir, you have an show interview in 20minutes.

-Thanks, I'll be ready in 5.-Drew said as he got up to fix his tie.

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- So, media keep saying about your suicide attempt few months ago. Are you ready to share your story with whole world? - a guy said to the camera, this was an live show in whole world.
Drew know he has to say it someday, he's a successful businessman.

Drew sighed and smiled towards the man - I've always had trouble with attachment. My family wasn't the best family, and the only person I dearly loved took advantage of me... I knew I couldn't live with lies anymore so I moved to France. After my fathers dead I felt like everything came back. Like I was a mess again.

Drew explained his whole story to the camera, and he felt so relieved when the live ended.
The video soon reached the first place on YouTube and had over millions of viewers.
He was sure Jake saw this video.
And he hoped with all of his heart he knew he was the reason of it all.

The magenta haired boy seems to be doing better. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚝.

He still have the tendencies to burn himself, to cut himself, he still can't control himself or his emotions.

And all of it are slowly killing Drew.
The boy decided to kill himself just in Jakes 21's birthday. Which was just 3days away.

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Drew took 3days off, he was sitting in front of his desk with a pen and a paper.
After 20minutes he started to write.

He took his anger out, he blamed himself for everything.
At the end of his note Drew had the urge to add something important, to the most important people in his life.

3days passed quickly, that meant it was already Jakes birthday. The final day , the Day Drew decided to hand himself in one of the hotel rooms.

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Jake was the happiest person, this was his first birthday that he was truly happy in, however he missed his old friends.

It was almost the end of the day when Jake got a letter from the postman.
He opened it and recognized the writing straight away.

...

Jake had tears falling from his eyes for 20minutes now, the letter teared him apart. He never realized how much damage he caused when he saw the letter, and the news about a millionaire committing suicide.

He keep repeating the last sentences all over again.
"𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝙹𝚊𝚔𝚎,
𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝙸 𝚐𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝.
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍...
𝕀 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦.
             
    𝙵𝚛𝚘 : 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚠"

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After 4weeks from Drews death everyone forgot about the suicide, and so did Jake.

Drew was really a trash for the society. And he couldn't make that different.
𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎.

𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝔼𝕟𝕕.

♡𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚜 note♡
I know it might seem rushed but I have no ideas for this book and I'm so sorry.

Ik I wasn't supposed to kill him and I'm sorry.
I'll be working on normal happy ending "fluff " story next.

Sorry for the rushed chapter but I hoped you enjoyed the series <33