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soobins hand shook as he held the knife in front of yeonjun, immediately throwing it to the side. "what is wrong with you soobin!?" he asked himself, "just fucking kill him already." he said to himself, "i cant. i c-can't kill him."

yeonjuns eyes widened as he watched the boy in front of him have a conversation with himself, his mouth slowly holding agape as he slowly came to understand what was happening. "oh my god..." yeonjun whispered, causing soobin to whip his head to the mere whisper.

his eyes were widened, terrified, and tears lightly stung the corner of his lashes. "i-i'm sorry" soobin whimpered out, sliding down the wall. yeonjun sat in defeat.

"split personality." he ushered out, his voice barely above a whisper. "you have split personality." he said in defeat, resting his head back onto the concrete wall.

soobin turned his head back to yeonjun, the look of defeat written all over his face.

yeonjun had learned all about it when he was in his abnormal psychology class. soobin had two different personalities. soobin. and bin.

"h-how long?" yeonjun stuttered out, scared to trigger his bin persona back.

"im not sure." soobin admitted, "i was diagnosed a few years back. i knew when i met you. i knew the moment i woke up and beomgyu was dead." soobin spoke softly, his eyes lingering at yeonjun; watching it tense up as the name rolled off his tongue.

"he's strong. bin. i can't fight him off...i cant." soobin said with exasperation written all over his voice. "you have to. soobin, please i cant. i need out of here..." yeonjun pleaded.

"i don't think you understand..." soobin spoke in his lower register, "then god damnit MAKE ME!" yeonjun screamed out, he was frustrated; beyond frustrated.

"I CANT STOP BECAUSE IT FUCKING FEELS SO GOOD" soobin screamed out, his eyes flashing. "it hurts so much but by god it feels so fucking good. plunging my knife into the pit of their stomach, listening to their screams, their fingernails clawing at me...i fucking love it." soobin admitted, "a-at first i didn't. but god yeonjun, it just feels so good. watching them take their last breath. watching them squirm under my touch. im not that little soobin there. im bin. he's helped me. he's made me realize that i am great. with him i have a name but it hurts hurting you." soobin spoke, his eyes lighting up as he spoke; disgust lingering over yeonjuns body.

"i can't hurt you. because i LOVE you. and bin wants you dead." soobin admitted.

"you're fucking disgusting." yeonjun spat. the hot tears pressing against his sunken in cheeks.

"i know." soobin replied, "he's getting stronger yeonjun. i can't control him for much longer...i give you about two days before i lose all control." soobin admitted.

"please...two days soobin. please just let me go."

soobin stood up and walked over to the door, "i can't do that yeonjunnie...i love you too much to let you go." he said with a light chuckle, "goodnight, see you tomorrow."

"no! soobin no please!" yeonjun screamed out, jolting forward to the door but automatically screamed due to the shackles tightening on his legs.

he fell to the cold concrete, "p-please...please i can't do this anymore."

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