Kamiri Perez
Sitting in front of my mothers grave is one hell of a feeling. I havent been here in so long and i feel i should apologize for that. New York was freezing cold, but mom is in the Wall. She didnt want to be buried with the bugs.
I looked at the beautiful picture they had of her. Her smile and her makeup. Fans have been visiting and leaving flowers and sweet notes. It feels good to know mom is still getting the love and appreciation she needs.
"Ive never been here" Kassidy spoke
"Me neither" i said, "not since we put ha in there" i told her and held her hand.
"So why we here?" Kane asked annoyed, that little temper of his is annoying
When mom was buried the last thing i did before i left was touch her grave, i felt close to her there... but then after that i started to have night terrors. I started to see and hear everything that happened that day... everywhere.
Every time i closed my eyes I was in that chapel, my mom was walking... and then she wasnt.
"Touch it and talk to her KP" I instructed him, he looked up at me unsure. "TALK KANE" i yelled at him.
Shit im tired of fucking repeating myself.
He stood "what i say" he asked
I looked at mom, "hi mom" i said no reply. "I brought everyone here today because dad is in danger.. we dont know where he is and we feel like all is lost." I admitted to her.
I dont have a problem talking to my mom.. she was my bestfriend, "we need help momma... what do we do?"
We sat in silence, "i killed somebody momma" Kane started, we all looked at him. "I know you probably saw me do it and tried to stop me but i aint know what else to do, how else to deal with my anger momma" i rubbed his back as he hung his head.
"They took you from me before I got to know you. They took grandma from me when i needed her the most.. dads got so many kids in the house im over looked. I wish you were here mommy.. maybe i wouldnt have done it.. i would have been in school or with you at home" he started crying and holding his chest.
I know that pain, i looked at Kai as he shed a tear, he knows it too. It hurts, bad and we cant take that pain away feom him
"Hey" we all turned and watched a Cop approach us. "You the Perez kids?"
We just stared. Bitch obviously, we standing in front of our moms grave. He nodded realizing we werent going to talk to him, "just like your parents.. not fuckin wit the feds right?"
"Right" kai spoke. When it comes to shit like this i let him take the lead, watch how he do. "So why you just randomly at my momma grave."
He chuckled, "well Kai your moms body was JUST dropped to the coroner's office from Atlanta" kai was stunned... he just learned that Cierra was dead too, "bullet right through her head" i know that threw him off
"So" or so i thought, "my momma died like ten years ago" he told the officer, whom began to chuckle. "Thats funny" kai asking stepping up.
Look we all got that hot and cold temper... we can be chill.. next thing you know, you're dead.
"Did you see your mother get put into that box... and shoved into that wall Kamiri?" He asked me directly...
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Unapologetic | KP (Flockaa)
Teen FictionAfter Alana's tragic death, Kay couldnt find himself, he became lost. His children tried their best to be by his side and he loved them for that effort. In the Second Installment of this series, we watch as Alana's children grow and become the spit...