Be Strong and Proud LevixEren

Day Two (pt. 2)

Heyyyy, sorry, this is a somewhat short chapter. TRIGGER WARNING. Don't read if you are emotionally unstable. I don't want people to be triggered to inflict self-harm because I hate it when people self-harm. It just makes me sad. However, if you do choose to read on, you have been warned. Enjoy

Mikasa's POV

How dare he! He kissed my brother! I grit my teeth and glared at Levi as he left the room. I was about to storm after him, but  Eren grabbed my wrist, holding me back. I looked down at his and he shook his head.

"Mikasa, don't go after him." He said to me, still holding onto my wrist.

"Why the hell not?! He's just using you, he's doesn't care!" I said to him my eyebrows furrowing in anger.

"He's not using me. Mikasa, he really does care." He said to me with a certain and confident tone.

"Where's your proof that he cares? Where is your proof that he loves you? All he does is push you around, and turn you into what he wants you to be! Stop being so blind!" I said to in, raising my voice.

Out of the corner of my eye, I see Hanji and Erwin leaving the room.

"I just know he loves me! I just know it..." Eren's voice faltered, as if he wasn't so sure about that decision anymore.

"How so? Has he always noticed when you are upset? Has he always noticed when you are scared? Has he ever treated you nicely before?" I asked him, looking at Eren directly in the eye.

"I'll let you think about what I said." I said before exiting the room, leaving Eren to sit there to think.

Eren's POV

Does he....really love me....? I asked myself. Mikasa's questions are running through my head. I frowned and thought about the answers. However, the more I thought about the answers, the more upset I became, the more I started to believe that he didn't care about me, that I was only his toy. I could feel tears swell up in my eyes as my mind started to be torn apart by the thoughts. I sighed and shakily got out of bed and left my room. I walked around the halls of the hospital, and frowned slightly when I saw Levi and some other soldier. I squinted my eyes and slowly crept forward, hiding behind a wall to watch what they were doing. I could see who the other soldier was more clearly, and it turned out to be Erwin. I crept a little closer and listened in on their conversation.  

"Look Levi, Mikasa is not being fooled with your little act. She's starting to doubt it." Erwin said to Levi.

Act...? What act? I thought to myself.

"Really? But I thought it was believable." Levi replied, cocking his head to the side.

"No, it was believable, but it's starting to become unrealistic."  Erwin said, shaking his head.

"Hm, I thought my act of loving Eren was believable. Well, no matter, Eren probably still believes it." Levi said, looking up at Erwin.

My eyes widened with shock and pain. Tears once again found their way to my eyes, and slowly trickled down my cheeks. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I watched as Erwin leaned down, and kissed Levi. Levi passionately kissed him back, wrapping his arms around around Erwin's neck and jumping up, wrapping his legs around Erwin's waist. Erwin held the bottoms of Levi's legs to support Levi. The tears just kept flowing as I watched the two kissing, and watched them disappear into a room. I couldn't watch them, so I ran away from there. I could feel an intense pain in my chest as I cried. I burst into my room and slammed the door behind me, locking it. I curled up on the bed crying. I sobbed loudly and looked over to my right. I grabbed the nearest knife and held it. I gulped and pressed it down on my skin, I sobbed and watched the blood flow. I laid back down onto the bed as I let the blood slowly dribble out of my wrist and stain the hospital bed red. I cried and lost consciousness. I woke up to someone banging hysterically on my door. I groaned and looked at my wrist. My eyes widened at how much blood was now soaked into the bed. I quickly cleaned off my wrist and opened the door.

"Oi, took you long enough to open the door." Levi said, pushing past me into the room. I watched him with pain, sadness and hate in my eyes.

"What do you want?" I asked him.

Levi looked at me with a questioning look.

"Can I not-" He was cut off when he saw the blood on the bed. "Where did that blood come from?" He asked me.

"Who know's? Not like you care." I said before looking away.

"What are you talking about?" Levi asked me.

"Well, maybe if you truly loved me, I wouldn't be this upset. If you hadn't played with my feelings, I wouldn't be so upset." I snapped before leaving the room.