My drama *ೃ༄💋

Him:PART 2

Here's the big drama part, so get ready it's super long 💋

So this was near the end of 8th grade maybe? (I'm in HS now)
A school dance was happening
And my ex BF was with me before we were dating as my partner for the dance.

We were having a good time then I saw him, and my other friend
All they were doing was standing in a corner

And they have the audacity to say how bored they are. Even though they aren't trying to do anything
And they made my mood pissy because I was trying to just have a good time

Next thing u know there is a best dressed competition
I went up there with my friends for the girls part, and the most embarrassing thing happened

No one clapped for me😭 (honestly so reasonable I was super ugly and the dress I had was so yuck..)

But I ended up crying in the bathroom lmao
It was a weird night honestly

But I was enjoying it. Till they both said they were leaving because they were ,"so bored this party blows." Like it blows because you don't socialize idiot

Like I'm an introvert, but I at least talked to my friends??

So they left, I was hella pissed about it too
After that me and my EX went to my house and we ate dinner together and we drove him home right?

When I got back to my place, I get a text from HIM, saying if he can talk about his feelings
And I was like, uh okay
Cuz a lot and I mean a lot of my friends used to vent to me, like out of nowhere.. That really messed me up too

So basically he confessed to me

And I told him no, I didn't feel that way twords him. And he was like "but you said you loved me??" And that part is my bad because I was a stupid middle schooler and I didn't understand how powerful that word can be

I didn't mean it in that way

And he said since I don't like him there's nothing left for him to live for, and I was scared

I was panicking

And then his two discord mommies, came after me

Because I rejected him they were pissed, because they wanted him and me to get together so bad, they were practicing trying to force me like???

But they were saying shit like "why did you do that? Why don't you like him?,"

Girl I just don't? He was really not my type, he's a dick, racist, like every red flag in the book , I tried to think about it but I am not gonna force myself to like him

A week or two later I asked out my EX right? And I announced it to my friends, excited (I'm not one to usually date ppl)

And HE was livid, he was pissed and saying shit like "wowww seriously??" Like okay woah since when is it a problem to ask someone out?

Like I get I rejected you but bro, I saw an opportunity and I took it
(God I feel like an asshole writing this :[ )

And his discord mommies went after me once again, only thinking about how HE'S feeling, not even considering how I'm feeling

It was all about him him him

Not even a thought how I felt
They made me apologize and write paragraph after paragraph to him, all because they wanted him to be okay

Like I want him to be okay too, but what makes u think this is okay??

I know I should have said different things sometimes
But the amount of guilt tripping they did to me, made me wanna kms ngl

My mental health was and is still messed up because of them
And they still think they are in the right

A ss of one thing one of his discord mommies said 2 me ⬆️⬆️

hey went fucking awal on my ass because they are so protective of him

And they were like, you changed man, yeah I did change. I stopped apologizing for things I didn't need to apologize for. They turned my friends against me, everyone hated me bro

Some still do

And it honestly made me sick to my stomach

Idk why she called me that she's not wrong tho 🤗

TL;DR - old friends were psycho, rejected an obsessed guy and everyone started to hate me for it because he got butthurt about it because he's a piss hat, he had to go to therapy because of it and tried to make me feel bad again Abt it even tho I started to feel better. BTWW he used to threaten to khs over everything 💋💋

Next I'll talk about my Ex