(DISCONTINUED) Crushing on 2, Only Loving 1.. ♥️🖤~||||~🖤💜

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Before we start I want y'all to know I failed English class and my punctuation is very bad.😞

Chapter 1

Conversation

Levi's pov

I woke up and just stared at a blank wall thinking about what had happened a few months ago, when I came back from Texas it all went back to normal everyone was happy, I was happy. But was I really?. I got up and went to the restroom that was in my room and just looked at myself for 2 minutes straight. 'What is wrong with me?' I managed to say. My hair was a mess so I grabbed the hair brush that was laying beside my hand and began brushing it. I began to think but no thoughts were actually there 'my hair is getting longer..'

'I should cut it'

I finally thought.

What was that? I heard people conversing, what were they talking about? Who knows. I hate talking, but if it means I get to talk to my brother luca, Jaxx, or Light I would be fine with it. Jaxx... I wonder if he is over there talking with the group as well, it made me curious and it made me eager to go outside and ask. I stopped and told myself 'they probably don't want me there..' I looked at myself one last time in the mirror then walked out the bathroom, I sat up on my bed and grabbed my phone off of the bed as I left it there when I first woke up. I turned it on and proceeded to check if I had any notifications of anything. Nothing. Soon the thoughts of nothingness became something, the thoughts were of a cherry-red haired male with wine red eyes. I felt butterflies and my heart began to pound faster, or so I thought. 'Jaxx-' he had been a friend of mine for as long as I can remember. He took care of my wounds and comforted me at my worst,what is there about him that I couldn't like? He is perfect. He is more than perfect, he is matchless, indefectible, anything more than perfect. But there was someone else. A brunette boy with soft violet eyes, he is polite, and can be mature and naive at times. He knew that I could change for the better and he had hope. He trusted me, I trusted him.

The talking stopped and I heard them walk out of the house, I heard one come up to my door. They knocked, "come in." I said loudly enough for the person behind the door to hear. They opened the door and I realized it was Luca, I turned all my attention towards him and he asked.

"Hey Levi, the group and I are just about to go to the park. We were hoping you would join the conversation but you didn't come, it's fine though! Sooo, do you want to join us?" He asked, leaning on the door.

"No thank you,"

"You sure?"

"Yes."

Luca then stood up straight and said "alright..you'll be missing out then!" He stated, I laughed as he started walking away.

"Be safe!" I called out.

"Alright!" He replied, I heard him shut the front door of the house and it became silent once again. I lied on my bed and the thoughts of nothingness came back again 'I should've gone..' I said to myself regretting not going, 'what if Jaxx went-' my thoughts were interrupted by footsteps. The sound made me sit up as I thought I was the only one in the house..my eyes immediately went to the door that was open and got me more scared.

"Hey Levi!"

I jumped in shock but then realized it was just Jaxx. "Oh it's just you, I thought you were with the rest of the group." I said. "Nah, I didn't feel like going. Also, have you seen my phone anywhere?" He asked, "uh, no. No I haven't. I-I can call it for you!" I suggested.

"No it's fine, in the meantime I can talk to you!" He said it but with a soft tone and a smile on his face 'god I love him-' I thought to myself, mesmerized. "I- uh sure-" I said as Jaxx walked up to me and sat on my bed with me.

"Your hair has grown a lot, I can barely see your eyes!"

"Yeah, I've been thinking I should cut it."

"Do you want to cut it ?"

"I guess."

"I can cut it for you!"

I looked at him confused and sort of surprised "You know how to cut hair?" I asked. "Yeah, my mother was a hairdresser and taught me how to cut hair as a child and I've been cutting my own hair once in a while!" He replied.

"So, do you want me to cut your hair?"

"Sure let's do it," I smiled. He left the room to get a chair and all the stuff he needed to cut my hair. I waited until he came back "let's cut your hair in the bathroom." He said. I got up and went to the bathroom. He put the chair behind me for me to sit on, I sat on it and he asked me a few questions before starting.

"How do you want me to cut it?"

"Uhm, just cut the dead ends and a bit of my bangs. They are too long-"

"Alright!"

He started to play with my hair and he put a towel on me so hair wouldn't fall on my clothes. " Your hair is very soft and fluffy, your hair is somewhat wavy as well. Still straight but a bit wavy. I like your hair texture!" He complimented me. I love when he compliments me, it makes me feel good about myself.." wow- thank you!" I smiled, he began to wet my hair with a spray bottle filled with water so it could be easier for him to cut it, he started cutting. It had only been a few minutes and he was already done. He brushed it to take any loose hair out.

I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. "It looks great!" I said, " yeah, hey I want to take you somewhere." He said, I was confused. Where was he going to take me? I stood up and he started to walk out the door, signaling me to follow him. He was outside in his car waiting for me 'Where is he taking me?' I thought to myself, I went outside and into his car and asked "where are you taking me?"

" you'll see..."

He put the keys in and we dove off, but where? Who knows. I'll just have to wait.