My Life

Back To School

I went back to school today. I figured after 3 days off should do me fine, but it didn't really. Mum and I got to school early, like 8:00am early.. Not good! We first went to Reception and saw Gina once again. She was happy to see me, but not happy to see my leg. She sighed and asked if I was ok. It was a little hard to answer, so I gave her a certain look that said it all to her. We waited for my House Co Ordinator, but it didn't take much. We needed to see him so that he could organise my locker. I'm at the bottom and it would be a little hard to get to my books and stuff like that.

It didn't take long before the locker business was sorted. It probably happened in a second. My House Co Ordinator took my bag and blazer and took it into his office. I had nothing now, not even Mum. She left pretty quickly to go to work. I was really worried now. What would happen if I just feel sick, and I want to go home but no one will be there to pick me up? And now, how will all my friends react? Will they help me? Will they be happy to see me? Will they cry?

I was told to head to the library. There were a couple of boys in my grade that were there, but they didn't notice me. They didn't even think I was there. I decided to leave them alone and just ignore them. As more and more people came in, no one that I knew came up to me. It became very loud now, even though it was the library. The louder it got, the more I just wanted to cry. From pain, but also just because I felt out of place. I felt like I just came from a whole different world, and everyone was chatting about me.

The half an hour after I got to school felt like a life time. Every time someone came into the library, they were all in older grades. I was probably the only Year 7 girl in the library. It sucked! At 8:25am I decided to leave. I exited the library and walked up to the locker rooms. Then I see Victoria. She's the other girl in my grade. We're good friends and I think I frazzled her a little on Monday when I fainted. I hopped over to the lockers to greet her. She smiled but nothing more. I felt sorry for her. All the stress I put her through, all the stress I put everyone through...

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Hey guys. I'm sorry I haven't updated for a little while. I've just, I dunno, forgotten a little bit.. Anyways, enjoy!