secrets

1. problems

THIRD POV:

James and Pete hate the moon, because they know what it did to Remus. What it turned him into, someone who he wasn't l

Remus despises the moon; it causes him so much pain, and suffering - unfair, not derserved suffering. The only person who hated the moon as much Remus did: was Sirius Black.

He hated the suffering it put his poor Remus through, every. Single. Month. He loathed watching Remus get upset; knowing that he was helpless and could do nothing to stop thea pain. He could do nothing at all.

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SIRIUS BLACK POV:

"Hello?" I called out, after hearing muffled cries coming from my dorm, "... Moony."

"Y-yeah?" Remus replied, making sure that the person he was talking to was Sirius; who was still the only person Remus felt comfortable talking to before the full moon.

I took a step closer to the crying Remus, trying to be as quiet as possible - that however, is being increasingly hard with Mary and Lily - so I won't irritate him. Near the full moon Remus' senses are hightened, making him get irritable easily. "Moony what's wrong?" I asked hin stupidly.

"What 'dya think Pads? What could possibly be upsetting me right now. What could possibly be wrong," he said sarcastically, still with tears filoong his eyes.

I walked closer; sitting down next Remus. "Sorry love," I said whilst reaching out to hug him.

"... Didn't I tell you to stop calling me that," Remus said, even though he instantly pmelted into my embrace.

"Mhm, sure babe," I said.

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THIRD PERSON POV:

Remus loves Sirius. Whether he would admit it or not, he did love Sirius. Everything about him; he was his boyfriend after all, so it does make sense.

Sirius knew Remus loves him. Yes, he's never said that directly to him. But Sirius knows, if he didn't they wouldn't of been cuddling together right now.

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In the gryffindor common things weren't going as well; tensions were high, the yelling and screaming could probably be heard across the whole of Hogwarts.

JAMES POTTER POV:

Lils and Mary were at it again - no one knows why they're arguing, or why they're still together. This time they've decided to bring all of us into it. Marlene - the only other gryffindor Valkyrien (Valkyries) - ran off to Cas before. Lily and Mary were pressuring her to pick a side, and she cryed. I've known Marlene since I was two - I've never seen her cry before, ever. Whatever shit they're going through needs to be sorted out.

"James. JAMES," Lily shouted, frustrated.
"Merlin Lily, it's half ten. Get any louder and you'll wake Minnie," I replied.
I see Lily take a deep breath, clearly struggling not to freak out further.

"James, you're really pissing me off right now," she furrowed her brows before speaking again, "... I'm not going to argue anymore, I'm going to bed. Goodnight."

I could see Marys' expression change drastically from across the room. "Oh, okay. Wow Lily, of course you get to be the mature, nice person." Mary screamed, "REMEMBER YOU STARTED THIS. NOT ME."

I don't understand what went wrong with them; they were fine last week before it all suddenly went downhill. Marlene has no clue what happened, however Cas has been acting strange all week.

"I'm gonna go check on Moony and Pads, I haven't heard from them in way to long," I said. Not entirely true though, I'm not bothered about what Pads and Moony are doing. I just need to sleep and get away from everything.

*

The sun wasn't shining, infact it was dark, cloudy and raining. Depressing, but extremely fitting. James didn't think anyone was happy today: Remus, day of the fullmoon; Lily, Mary and just about everyone, was tired of the constant arguing.

"Prongs, James. JAMES MATE WAKE UP," Pete shouted whilst trying to shake me awake.
"Pete fuck off," I replied, not moving.
"Yeah Pete fuck off, Moony is trying to get some sleep and you aren't helping," Sirius said.
"Try to help people, but what do they do?" Pete mumbled to himself, "Marls told me that Dorcas wants to meet you in the Slytherin Common Room, in 10 minutes. So hurry up."

Pete then sped off, probably to find Marlene again - I didn't even know she was back untill Pete said. I heard Alice Fortescue (head girl) tell Minnie that she never came back yesterday.

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10 minutes isn't long at all; I quickly took a shower before getting dressed and heading to the dungeons to meet Cas.

The dungeons scare me, so wandering into the Slytherin Common Room by myself is terrified. Not that I'd ever tell any gryffindor that though, it's embarrassing.

"Cas you wanted to talk to me? Cas... Dorcas, this isn't funny. You know how I feel about the dungeons." I called out, trying to understand the joke.

"Scared, Potter?" ... Regulus Arcturus Black, Sirius' idiot brother.
"Regulus, how-" I started.
"Told Dorcas to tell Mckinnon, she told Pettigrew and now you're here Potter - it's simple really," Regulus interrupted.

I took a step closer to him, "Okay then Regulus, why?" I asked, struggling not to get even closer to him.
I looked directly at his cold, grey eyes and he lookes back at me, smirking. "Why not Potter?" Regulus answered.

I sighed, then turned to leave.
"Reg Dora's looking for you," Crouch said.
I heard Regulus curse under his breath before he grabbed me and pulled me behind him.
"Regulus what the fuck is wr-" I started, Regulus decided to clasp his hand over my mouth.
"Shut up Potter," Regulus said in a low growl.

"Merlin Reg, where've you been? Dora has been waiting for you," said Crouch, clearly irritated now.
"Tell Pandora I'll be there in a minute Barty," Regulus replied.
"Alright Reggie," Crouch replied.

Finally Crouch left, causing Regulus to move his hand away. "Bye then Reggie you wouldn't want to miss poor Dora," I teased.
Regulus turned to face me, looking down he said, "Shut up Potter, don't you have better things to do like... I don't know, hangout with your brother Sirius," he said bitterly with a cold look in his eyes. "Regulus, I-" I tried to say.
"Fuck off Potter."

authors note:
word count: 1035!!!!
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