'𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰.'
Growing up with the two reckless boys in Manchester wasn't a wave of pleasure, my father being a dick head and my mum not ca...
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'I try to think about tomorrow but I always think about the past, about the things that didn't last'
The party went on for ages and was I complaining fuck no, this was one of the best all the best musicians were here from models, agents and actors. The music was so loud that if you listened to it for so long you would have a massive migraine in the morning. I had done three lines of coke and smoked too much weed, there is one thing that I wouldn't do again is pills, god they were awful.
My head was pounding as I danced with adria everyone jumping around the place, people making out in the corners or others doing drugs and smoking cigarettes.
I had no clue where Damon or the rest of them had gone, well I had no idea what was going on around me since I was so intoxicated.
I knew this wasn't a good idea since I had a interview the next morning, so clearly getting drunk and high that night wasn't such a good idea.
Everywhere you looked there was screaming and shouting and fights which personally wasn't my cup of tea but everyone else seemed to love it.
I had decided to sit down at the bar not knowing anyone was on the other side, I had ordered a vodka red bull trying to get my head back in shape as I noticed someone very familiar, very familiar indeed. My eyes sparkled.
I looked at him from afar, how his brown hair looked so soft and his brown eyes twinkled from the light on the bar. How he sat on the barstool and how he focused so much on reading the words on the table, the way he held his drink and how he laughed at the most ridiculous things.
Liam turned his head towards me feeling someone's gaze on him, his eyes light up the the sun as he watched me from afar. He smiled sadly for a moment he looked sad, that wasn't like Liam he would never be sad in front of anyone, not even me.
He stuck his tongue out at me as I let out a small laugh doing the same his smile beginning to pop up.
"Brit babe!" Maddie shouted from across the bar, she was drunk as fuck her pupils dilated from the weed she has been smoking. Pulling my eye contact away from Liam she has some random guy clinging to her arm as she made her way towards me.
"Whose this?" I chuckled as I took a sip of my drink.
"This is mick." Maddie stumbled as she struggled to keep her balance.
"Hiya." He smiled towards me, he wasn't exactly what you call good looking but I guess she didn't have a type plus personality is much better than looks.
"Do you two want a drink?" I offered as they both nodded taking a seat next to me.
The most of the night was spent doing what normal people would do at a party, I didn't see Liam again nor Damon or adria which I figured they would've gone home I would say that these parties don't really excite me anymore not as they used to, I used to love it not a care in the world getting drunk and acting daft doing embarrassing things but now I have become more self conscious for what.
"Why the long face?" Mads practically shouted over the music
"Nout, promise."
"Cmon you can't fool me miss abril, tell me." Mads replied dragging the s on miss
"It's nothing mads, come on I wanna dance." I smiled as I downed the last of my drink pulling her hand as we both danced on the floor.
To be truthful, I didn't feel myself, nobody knew the real me. Not even me.
