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Pain.

    So today I went to the hospital because of an aching back that I've been having for a while(nothing serious, in case some of you were wondering), I thought it was going to be quite a problem, and the best case scenario would be lots of meds, wost case, well, lets just say a surgery maybe? But it was like no biggie, the doctor said it was a TEENY TINY infection at the least, although I thought that it really hurt like hell sometimes. My dad made me rate how painful it is on a scale from 1 to 10. 10 being like HELL, and since I was like meh, it's only like a teeny tiny portion of the worst pain ever felt so I only said 2. he was like, oh, that's like nothing. And what I want to say was that it was NOT nothing, because what I felt was valid, and it was pretty painful, for me. Hell was suposingly the worst place on earth, right? So the worst pain I have EVER experienced is only like a 5, I thought at the time. But then when I think back to it now, I feel like the worst I have felt is only a TEENY fraction of the worst pain experienced by a human and a even TEENIER fraction of the worst pain on Earth. It's more, like, 0.000...32.

    So I guess what I'm trying to get at is that no matter how bad something feel, others will ALWAYS have it harder than you. I feel as if some people are just soooo ignorant and will be like ugh this is the worst day ever because my mum wont let me go to the hospital for my barely visible scrape. But then again, it probably is the worst thing that has ever happened to them, so DON'T JUDGE, people, DON'T JUDGE. If you live your life always getting the best of everything, anything lesser than the best will hit you like a bomb like the worst thing had happened, which is true, it IS the worst thing that has happened to you if you live like that(which I HIGHLY don't suggest). On the other hand, people who is used to the worst will be grateful for anything better than that, so YES, IT DOES MEAN THE WORLD TO A BEGGAR IF YOU GIVE THEM A COIN OR SOMETHING.

    Overall, I just want y'all to know that no matter how awful you think you feel, others always have it worse than you, but don't let it make you get too hard on yourself, if it is the worst thing you have ever experienced, than IT IS THE WORST THING ON EARTH THAT YOU'LL EVER FEEL. Yeah, well that does not really make sense, but I hope you get the point.

    BYEEE PEOPLE.