Robbie??? (Robbie kay fanfic)

Chapter 14

Once we got out of the school Gavin and I drove to the local book store. Gavin drove there is no way I could. There was a loft to the store with a lounge area with couches and chairs. I sat in my usual spot on the lazy boy recliner, Gavin took a seat on the couch across from me. We sat in silence for a while, Gavin didn't dare try and get me to talk about it. Truth is I really didn't want to talk about it at all. I was so numb I didn't even know what to think about the whole situation I couldn't process anything. Why would he kiss another girl? What was going through his head? Was I not good enough for him? Was it something new? The picture looked really new. But it could be a old one? No I never have seen that picture, it was definitely new. All I. Oils think of was why? Gavin spoke up " Maggie?"
I looked up at him, I hadn't realized that tears were flowing again.  "Yeah?" I said barley Audible , but somehow he heard it.
" Maggie I'm sorry that he did that to you" he said sympathetically. I didn't know how to respond to it. I couldn't say it's fine because it's not. Nothing is fine.
" it's not your fault , I'm the one that should be sorry" I said , it kinda just came out of me.
" why should you be sorry? You didn't do anything! You didn't cheat on him, he cheated on you! Don't ever be sorry for something you had no control over, and that you didn't do" he ranted " please" that was a bit softer than the rest. " have you talked to Robbie about it yet?" He questioned.
" no I know I should but I should do it in person right? " I thought.
" yes do it in person over the phone can cause miscommunication and end up bad" he gave his advice like he had done this before.
" I'll text him to see if he can meet me somewhere to talk" I pulled out my phone and texted him to see if he could meet me at Starbucks. He texted back right away saying yeah be there in 20. " can we go to Starbucks Robbie is meeting me there soon?" I asked Gavin.
"Yeah let's go" he said getting up from his place.

We arrived at Starbucks and I sat down and Gavin ordered drinks. He bought me a small hot chocolate and he got himself something. " you probably shouldn't sit here, so when Robbie gets here he can sit. You could sit over there" I said pointing to the other side of the store.
" yeah you're right, it would look bad on you if I was. I'll be right over there then if you need me " he said and walked to the other seat.
He seemed to be a bit protective of me right now, but who wouldn't I don't blame him. Soon enough Robbie showed up. I greeted him with a hug and sat down, he did the same.
" so what's up babe?" Robbie asked. Tears came to the corners of my eyes just thinking of it, and what was about to happen.
I pulled my phone out, pulled up the picture, and asked " what's this?" A wave of gilt washed over his face. There was no going back now. It happened, I knew it was recent by the look on his face.
He looked at me, trying to form the words that would explain it all, but he stayed quite. " what's this" I asked again a bit louder and harsher.
He still had no words. He was fumbling on his words . Finally he got out "sorry" looking down ashamed.
"So this is a recent picture. I can't believe it. Sorry is all you have to say? Anything else? What happened Robbie? What did I do wrong? Am I not good enough? " I asked in a hushed tone.
He looked up at me with tears on the edge of spilling. " I'm sorry , I was drunk at a after party for work. I drank to much and it kinda just happened. I'm really sorry Mag, I will m.."
"No you don't get to call me Mag anymore, you gave that up when you decided to kiss this slut! " I cut him off.
" I'll make this right, it won't happen again I swear. She means nothing to me. I don't love her. I love you And only you! " he tried to reason with me

" no if you truly loved me you wouldn't have done this to me, you wouldn't put yourself into a situation where this could happen. I really thought I loved you, I really do, but you proved me wrong" I said. I realized that tears weren't coming out anymore. " you know what Robbie we need a break. You need to figure out what you want. If you want me or someone else. Robbie Kay we are done. Don't talk to me at the house , I'm going to start looking for my own place. "

" I'm sorry , I really am. Please don't go, give me another chance please! I love you! " he begged. I couldn't handle any of this. This is not what I wanted at all. All I wanted was to be held in his arms and for him to tell me everything was going to be alright, but I don't know where it came from it all kinda came out and it wasn't like it was me talking. It felt like someone else. This wasn't real this wasn't happing to me and Robbie, but it was.
" please go" I asked him quietly. Looking down at my lap. I couldn't look him in the eyes , or at him period. He didn't say anything he got up and left. I heard the door open and close behind him. I didn't look up from my lap, I just sat there wondering what I'm going to do now.

Robbies pov
I lost her. I'm so fucking stupid.

Hey guys I'm so sorry I haven't updated in so long. I realized how much I missed writing. I'll be writing more now hopefully! Thank you guys so much for reading! I really hope you like this.
~Kelly