♡ crush on you♡ FXF yejisu fanfics

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yeji pov

i woke up feeling sick, but not really sick. i looked at my long Instagram account that i havent opened.

all my social media.

i sighed and i finally had some courage to go to school. i went to my room and change to uniforms and i went downstairs.

"oh you're finally going to school?" ryujin looked at me. i sighed and take the water.

"yeah. decided to" i drank and ryujin checked my wrist. i took it away immediately

"again?" ryujin sighed with a disappointment face. i sighed and looked away.

she look at me and stand up. standing in front of the door.

"make sure to not hurt yourself" i smiled and finally i followed her.

a guide of my life.

school

"and then shit! that happened" i laughed and others also laughed. its been a while. i noticed a eye on me. it was negative but i couldn't care any more.

"everyone please get back to your seat!"

i sat beside jisu because i was ordered to. and then jisu was smiling at me. it was a first time. she didn't even hurt me but why is she being nice.

i was thinking, how can she could not hate me.

"im glad you're back. hwang yeji." she rest her head to my shoulder. for the first time. i felt something aching. but it's not hurt. it's good.

she tend to hold my hand and we both in our own world.

i wondered. how could no one hates me. the fact i hate myself it doesn't make any sense.

"don't worry, im just resting. you should too." she whispered. i felt nice. i felt welcomed. i felt loved.

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karina pov

"hello?.." i sighed as i answered the call. it was giselle.

"karina!! come to school! why are you skipping again?!" giselle shouted. i pull my phone away and winced. i sighed and stand up.

"yeah yeah, no need to nag me. i get it." changed to school uniform and i walked to school.

i was walking. thinking about winter.

oh yeah talk about winter. its almost winter.

i might need a new scarf.

i was walking. didn't looked what's near me. feeling a bit cold.

i didn't realised i was walking on the red lights. a car honked me. i looked and someone pulled me.

i couldn't react any faster. my hearing suddenly disappear. i couldn't hear anything.

"karina!" i heard it. soft voice but loud. i looked up. looking at crying girl. a really beautiful crying girl.

"karina! are you stupid?! you could've died.."winter looked at me in disbelief.

oh. shes disappointed.

i could not react anything. i was speechless and scared.

but then she hugged me. for the first time. she hugged me.

i felt nice. i felt loved. i felt good.

"you're so stupid."winter cried. she was afraid to lose me. and im afraid to lose her too.

what can i say. i love her.

ryujin pov

i saw both of them. yeji comfortable sleeping with jisu. right. i made the like this. i looked at yuna and chaeryeong. i guess it's fine. it's fine and im happy all of this ended.

but why do i feel empty. i could smile but not for them.

am i the one who really doesn't fit anywhere anymore?.

it wasn't this loud before. no it wasn't.

yeji..you always been my rival. but i hate when you give up halfway.

i guess it's fine. since you are the main character anyway. you can choose what you like. what you want. im not the one that you should try to be friends with. or compete.

im real messy.

i stand up and went to toilet.

as soon i step inside and looked at myself in the mirror. i dont see the difference with me and yeji.

this is such a hassle.

before leaving i put up my smiling face and coming back to them.
this is how should it be right?

no one pov

the group was laughing loud. yeji and jisu was laughing too. the only person wasn't laughing was ryujin.

ryujin just smiled. keeping a good smile to not look shes not okay.

somehow the youngest noticed her.

yuna looked at ryujin and she was worried. but she doesn't do anything about it.

she was afraid.

"im glad you are back yeji." jisu hold her hand. making the group goes loud. yeji panicked and they all laughed.

"that's quite gay"

"oh stfu"

so well. ryujin looked a bit down. is she mad? is she mad that yeji and jisu is finally okay?

no she is not.

yuna the youngest secretly hold ryujin hand. ryujin was shocked but she didn't budge. looking at the youngest. what's wrong?

the youngest smiled and shake her head.
she wants her sister to be happy.

chaeryeong in the other hand. looking at them. smiling. shes happy. shes happy they are back ot5

even though she looked lonely.

no.

shes not lonely. she got her friend with her.

end of the chapter.