Ik some people care about me but I can't take the pain. I'm just gonna shut people out. All day today I've pretended to be Fine. Well I'm not fine.I'm far from it. My heart and head and bidy just hurt. I deserve the pain yes but I dont want it. Had I not made those promises to my boyfriend, I wouldn't be here. I would have more than 23 1/2 New cuts. He's the best boyfriend ever and i love him to much to Hurt him. He's my little angel and I'm sorry I love you with all my heart.
