Hey guys. Your the only people I can talk to......... Is it wrong that I broke up with him and I only cried that one night? I don't feel any pain about that anymore. All I can feel is the crushing pain of knowing your losing your best friend........ And knowing that they don't care. Ever since we dated and broke up weve grown apart ((╥_╥)). He doesn't talk to me as much...... And when I was gone he didn't notice..... And that whole time I was I was scared thinking he hurt himself. Because he always said if I killed myself then he'd also do it. I'm so glad he didn't but the way I said goodbye the last time it sounded like I was gonna commit suicide. Oh God why is life complicated? God I still love him but he doesnt even love me as a friend now...... And that just breaks my heart. Guys what do I do? He doesnt really read this so I'm safe there but what. Do. I. Do?
