So I was dumped. And it hurts. Like hell. But I'll be fine.......eventually. i think. I don't know. Hopefully. He thought I was cheating......even though he cheated on me before......with someone who was supposed to be a close friend. Obviously I cried. He didn't even know I was pissed off at him. I had to fight for his attention and I'd never get it. Unless I was gonna hurt myself. But whatever. Maybe I'll find another guy like my best friend who called me just to tell me he loved me. We dated and I was forced to break up with him. And I regret it. Because I knew he cared about me. Hell he still does. I just hope the girl friend he has now is keeping him happy. He called me just to say he loved me? He did and I miss him. He's my best friend and no-one can replace him. Leathan can't Jeremai didn't nobody can. He's one of the 3 people who are ALWAYS there for me. He's one of my 3 best friends. (Adele deb and evan. They're amazing ) and I don't want to lose him. I can't lose him. I can't......... I actually do love him. I can't lose him it'd kill me.
