soukoku angst and other stuff

Angst :(

A/n: I was listening to Romantic homicide in the car yesterday and was imagining soukoku angst so why not write it here <3

⚠️ Tw: Angst,d3ath,Swear words and Spoilers! Skip or don't read this chapter if you don't like the following ⚠️ Also ignore my spelling errors I still get confused sometimes I don't know if it's you or you're

Summary: Dazai and chuuya were sent on a misson and Dazai was going to die so chuuya tried rushing him to to hostpital and Dazai talks about how Chuuya is reminding him about how he acted when Oda d!ed.Dazai didn't make it...This is all fake ofc expect the Oda part.

Chuuya: Dazai you're bleeding!

Dazai: It's fine..

Chuuya: NO IT'S NOT THIS IS SERIOUS COME ON

Dazai: It's okay chuuya it's nothing to worry about..

Chuuya: Yes it is you have to get it healed

Chuuya then grabs Dazai's hand shots the enemies and put's dazai in the backseat and drives off

Dazai: Stop chuuya, It's nothing it's fine

Chuuya: No it's not please just listen  you might.. might.. UGH am not going to think about it because it's not happening..

Dazai: What if it does..Do you really think you'll get there in time?How funny..You really think it's not going to happen?

He starts laughing

Chuuya: What's so funny..You're not dying aren't you right now..

Dazai: Who knows.. you remind me of how I acted when Oda died in my hands...

guess i'll finally meet him

Chuuya: It's to early he died because it was meant to happen, you can't die yet..

Chuuya's pov: Shit what did I just say..

Dazai: What? what if it was time you can't just decide you're not going to die.. Chuuya this happened for a reason

Chuuya: Stop it's not happening today,tomorrow or ever not unless am here

Chuuya: Fuck there's traffic

Dazai: IM TELLING YOU IT WAS MEANT TO BE CHUUYA WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN OTHERWISE? 

He says while his voice starts cracking

Chuuya: No.. no.. no it can't be I can't be alone 

Dazai: Yes you can just forget about me and find someone else It's as simple as that 

Chuuya: yes, but who would stop my corruption NO ONE, BUT YOU CAN

Dazai: so the only reason you want me here is so someone can stop your corruption is that all you ever care about? Do you seriously not care about me?

Chuuya: DAZAI AM LITERALLY TRYING TO SAVE YOU RIGHT NOW I HAVE MORE REASONS WHY I NEED YOU HERE.

Dazai: what's one?!

Chuuya: I would never forgive myself if you died. I would blame myself and be filled with guilt till the day I die.That's what

Dazai: Would you actually?Or is this something you're making up?