Is it really the end? (Bob x reader) part 2

Chapter 14- come back

Y/n's POV:
I didn't mean to kill him! I just wanted to escape! That poor boy...what about his family?! I killed an innocent soul! How does Bob do this without feeling guilty?! I rested my head into my knees and cried. The tears with the mix of metallic blood filled my mouth, I'm tasting another man's blood. The door slapped open and I jumped back. The door burst over and before I could tell who it was I felt arms wrap around me. I knew it was Bob. He let go and looked at me, I could tell his mind was racing from his rapid eye movement.
"What happened?! Where you hurt?!"
Before I could speak I burst into tears and latched onto Bob like if I didn't he'd disappear.

"I've got you, my beautiful girl."

He caressed the back of my head patting his hands along my hair. I cried until I looked up with a frown on my face.
"They-they made me"-
I cut myself off with another sob.
"Holy shit she got busy"
Otto said I'm guessing he meant John.
I let go of bob and went to John I rested his head into my lap, I was in a pool of his blood just crying into the side of his head. I cried and repeated I'm sorry over and over again, he helped me and yet I killed him. I was now making more of a mess, now being absolutely covered in blood.
"Y/n...what happened?"
Bob asked in horror from the scene I was putting on

An explanation later and a few breaks from sobbing. Bob held onto me and whispered in my ears telling me that something like this will never happen again,and that it wasn't my fault. We walked back to the house, well Otto and Bob did. Bob carried me the whole way,bridal style. I wrapped my arms around his neck and closed my eyes. I just wanted to fall asleep and pretend that this was all a dream. In the pitch black darkness I could see the house lights in the distance, lighting up my dark conscience. Finally home, I went to the shower and rinsed off my sins and blood. That poor boy is dead and it's my fault. I stood in the shower emotionless before turning off the water, shouldn't run Ottos water bill. When I left the bathroom with a new set of clothes the boys were already out in the living room.
"Want anything to eat?"
Bob offered.
I shook my head.
I just spaced out into nothingness and white noise just filled my head with nothing but blank thoughts.
I feel nothing.
Bob sat next to me but I didn't even notice till I felt a arm wrap around me.
"I know it doesn't feel like it now, but things will get better. I want you to know I'm here for you my love. Those bastards got what they deserved."
"What about John?, he's done nothing but help me and I killed him. I killed that poor boy."
I tried to cry but for some reason I couldn't it's like I've cried all my tears. Bob just pulled me close to him. For some reason I wasn't comforted, it's like I felt nothing at all.

Me and Bob went to bed and he snuggled close to me, but yet again I couldn't feel anything. I fell asleep not melting into his warmth.
———————————————————————————____________________________________Bobs POV:
1 week later.

It's been a whole week since the incident. Y/n has been acting like a cardboard box. I feel like I'm losing her. She doesn't smile anymore nor does she cry. It's like nothing's there, just a blank canvas.
"Otto..I feel like I'm losing y/n."
Otto turned to face me prepared for my next choice of words.
"It's like...she's not even real."
"Give the girl a break, she's probably been through the most traumatizing thing in her entire life."
"I know! But I just thought...maybe she'd still feel for me."
"Bob. You're being selfish, why don't you give her a reason to latch onto you."
Otto scoffed and tuned back on his cartoons.
He's right, I am being selfish. If I want her back, I'll have to work for it. She dosent owe me her happiness.

I walked up to my sleeping beauty, I've got a plan for today. I'm going to take her to do her favorite places and things to do, and maybe make her remember our old memories.
"Y/n~ wake up I got a surprise for you."
She opened her eye and gave me and emotionless 'Good morning' like she does everyday. Hopefully that changes.
"Get dressed, I'm taking you out today."
She nodded in response and got up and picked and outfit out.

I waited outside the door and she opened the door wearing a red hoodie that was layered over a mini skirt with a pair of tights. Then finished with her black converse. I gave her a smile and held my arm out for her to take which she did.

We walked down to a cafe, I remember before she'd go out and do anything she had to get a coffee or tea. Before she could order I ordered her usual order. She looked at me in awe. I was happy that I was able to impress her.
"You remember my cafe order? After all these years?"
"Y/n the only thing that's been on my mind the years we weren't together was you."
She gave me a weak smile in return and I could feel my excitement rise, she's coming back.

After our drinks came out I walked her to the garden, where we shared our kiss after 6 years. She already knew where we were so she rushed in ahead. This time she took into consideration of every detail of all the different flowers. I admired her admiration for plants, every detail she took in of each plant. Her fixated face was a lot than her emotionless one.

I need her back, I hope this works.

A/n:
Y/n in her Brocken era 😔✊