Is it really the end? (Bob x reader) part 2

Chapter 7-Fear

Bobs POV:
I've been roaming around the boat looking for her everywhere. I looked in the kitchen,not there. I looked on the balcony,not there. I even looked in the shower?! She wasn't there! I started to freak out a little bit,my mind was racing while I walked down a long hallway. Did she hop off?! Would she rather drown than be with me?! As I was approaching the end of the hallway, there she was, sitting by the window looking out into the ocean. The sunsetting glow covered her face giving it a bright orange glow. There was nothing I wanted to do than to kiss her right now, but I know she wants nothing to do with me. I came up from beside her and told her I've made something for us to eat. She nodded not saying a word and waited for me to lead her. We walked down the hallway with eyrie silence all that could be heard was the waves. I wanted to turn around, hold her hand,hug her,kiss her, anything at all! But nope just silence.

I served her a plate of Mac & cheese, nothing really but as soon as we start our life together for the second time I'll make sure to give her the world. Not some boxed bullshit. But I don't really think she had problems with it she just started eating it like normal. But not in the way that I used to feed her. Her eyes would light up like they had stars in it that always came with a smile and a kiss when she was finished. But all she has on her face now is a dull and blank expression. This isn't the y/n I fell in love with. But who am I kidding? I kidnapped her she's not going to fall for me right away. But soon.

It was getting later and y/n decided to head for bed, but I decided to talk with Otto first.

"So how long is the trip?"
I asked.
"About a week, but if we keep going I'll be able to make it their in 5 days."
He said while focusing on the water.
"But you need rest Otto, you can't just keep sailing for a week straight, you'll go mad!"
"Says you."
He said while burst out laughing.
He's kinda right I was a little hypocritical about that one.
"Alright,alright. But seriously take a break every now and then."
"You got it boss"
He said while saluting me.

I walked down a familiar hallway to my shared room with y/n she was fast asleep on one of the beds. I wish I could hold her like I used to but, I know she'll get mad if I do.
———————————————————————————____________________________________Y/n's POV:
I awoke from the thrashing of the boat, I immediately got up to see what was wrong, but Bob was fast asleep. How?! Isn't this scaring him a little bit?! I tried to go back to sleep, but I was scared. The boat was really moving around. Would it tip over?! Like I get buoyancy, but don't...I started to cry softly because of how scared I was. I curled into a ball, too try to comfort my self.
"You alright darlin'?"
I sat up and whipped my tears I didn't want him to know I was scared.
"Ya..I'm okay.."
I said not sounding to convincing.
"I don't believe you.."
He said while getting up.
He got up and crouched on the side of my bed and held his hand out on top of mine.
"What's wrong?"
He asked sympathetically.
"I-I'm scared of the ocean..the boats rocking pretty hard.."
I said in between sobs.
He got up from his crouching position and pulled me  into a hug. I didn't know if I wanted to push him off. But I wraps my arms around him tightly, softly crying. Not because I was scared, but because I missed him. I missed him holding me,kissing me, I missed the feeling of being loved. I don't think Milo ever compared to Bob. He let go of me and before he went to his bed I tugged on his shirt.

"Can you stay with me?"

I asked, I wanted more than just a fast hug. He smiled and got into bed with me. He pulled me closer to him. He wrapped one arm around my waist and the other around my neck. I cradled into his chest and rested my head under his chin.

We held each other till morning. When I woke up he gave me a smile to greet me. I gave him a weak smile back. I don't want to fall in love with him again, I cant. What would Kevin think if I went with him again? He'll stop being my friend for sure. Is Bob worth it? I'm not sure. Bob got up to the snack bag and handed me another hunny bun.
"How many do you got in there?"
I said while giggling.
"Too many"
He said while rolling his eyes.

I took a shower and got ready for the day. When I stepped out of the shower I saw bob in a tank top. I took notice of his broad shoulders and arms. He was a lot more muscular than I last saw him. I miss my doughy man, but this is just as good. I also took notice on the bandage on his arm, must be were I cut. Serves him right though, I really don't regret doing that. Bob noticed and came to give me a hug but I took a step back.
"I was just scared last night...this doesn't mean anything."
I said telling him half the truth.
He gave me a frown and looked away stepping back.

Boredom took over me so I decided to head up to the bridge wear Otto was driving.
"What brings you hear little missy"
"I was just wondering if you have any books?"
"I do! Over here"
Otto lead me to a shelf with a few books.
While I was scanning the books Otto told me he's gunna put the anchor down and take a Power Nap.
A book caught my attention

The mind of Bob Velseb
By Lila

A/n:
I don't know anything about boats so don't come for me 😭
And btw Lila doesn't have a cannon last name so don't come for me that either😡