unbounded abyss

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After yesterday I began to acknowledge people, it was amazing. I had learnt new names and ideas. One colleague of mine is named Ashley and she studied biology, biology was the study of plants. She told me that if she could go back she would build something on that degree. I then began to wonder what if I wanted to do biology, I never really considered it. My parents said that I was going to grow up to be a doctor, I didn't know I could choose. They also picked my subjects, they said those subjects would make me become a great Docter. I then began to learn about other occupations such as : lawyer, teacher, firefighter, policeman, politician, an artist, a vet and many other choices. I realized I had so many choices of what I wanted to become and do.

David would take me out to eat at many diffrent places, I learnt about diffrent types of food. Such as: calamari, pasta, curry and diffrent pastry goods. My body was used to the taste of a simple breakfast in the morning,then a sandwich and a juice box for luck and finally rice and meat with a salad for dinner. It was always the same, but I realized there were so many diffrent and wonderful flavors in the world.

But the one thing that kept bugging me is that after my interaction with Adam, he began to take an interest in me. At first he just complimented but then it turned into him subtly talking about plans for them in the future. I was first hesitant in his new interest but I had already decided to take every situation from now on head on. I began to take an interest in him to learning stuff such as : his favorite color was blue, he went to spring field academy for the elite and he has a pet dog named Sofia. I also spoke to him about the little interest I have obtained over the past 3 months, although I haven't quite found out what my favorite color is,but I would not give up. I am determined to discover myself.

I came late at night to visit my father, as I entered the ward I was surprised to find Adam and David together in one room. They usually didn't get along David said that Adam was a mean and cruel person, who would not take others feeling into consideration. He had told me that it was better if I stay away from him, I replied to him no. My whole life I was told what to do and what to say and how to act. I was tired of being someone else's puppet, and I would not let that go on any further. Although he wasn't happy David respected my decision and remained as himself. "hey Tara, I was waiting for you. Anyway I was wondering if we could get dinner tonight" asked Adam, "I'm afraid she already had plans to go to dinner with me." said David. "it's fine then we can all go together" said Adam nonchalantly. "unless you mind" he asked looking at me "not at all" I replied still shocked.

We arrived at the beautiful establishment, my eyes widened as u stared around the absolute masterpiece of a building. "the eatery is quite breath taking" said David looking around in awe aswell. As soon as we entered I began to sense that Adam was feeling left out, I began to feel pity for him and would try and add him to the conversation. But he could not quite grasp our abnormal discussions, it made me feel quite insecure that this wasn't how people had a normal conversation. But I felt safe and protected near David, I began to ignore Adam's lack of understanding. "you look beautiful tonight" said Adam "as beautiful as a quite and lonesome forest filled with secrets, that many have not dared ventured into but I would explore until I had uncovered each and everyone of its secrets, the time matters not. No matter if I get attacked by a filthy mugger or scrapped and gnashed by the thorns, I will continue to venture on" said David. I laughed at his words "don't be daft, it's just my usual work uniform."i replied" I wasnt talking about something as superficial as clothing, I was speaking of your soul" said David. Almost immediately the strangeste thing happened, I could see in the window that my face was taking the bright color of red. I could still feel the feeling of being out casted radiating from Adam, but I had no idea of how to resolve the matter. We began to order our food, as usual David would order for me as I never tasted what was on the menu before, therefore I haven't developed a type. Whenever he would order for me, I would always enjoy my food, therefore I never doubt his judgment unless it was about Adam. After the dinner David had suggested that Adam would grab a taxi and he would drop me home, as he already knew where I stayed.

All the bars of my cell crumbled to ashes, as I heard a key inserted in my cell door. My orange clothes began to slightly fade, but the key just remained in the lock.