Mentally Away

Chapter 16: The Day of the honeymoon

(⚠️⚠️⚠️‼️‼️‼️ TW: SELF HARM MENTIONS OF SA)

THE NEXT MORNING

Taylor wakes up she looks over seeing Henry ain't there she sits up and rubs her eyes, she gets up and opens her door she walks to the Tube "up the Tube" she says the tubes goes up she walks out and down the steps she looks over and sees Henry,Jasper and the kids sitting at the couch laughing Taylor smiles and walks over to them "hey guys what are you all laughing about?" She asks "Jasper was just Telling us some memories you all had in the man cave" Bose says "ah ya we had some great ones" Taylor says "ok well I'm going to go take a shower and I'll let you all get back to your memories" she says and kisses Henry he kisses her back "love you" he says "love you to" she walks out and around back to her room she walks to her dresser she picks out some clothes and walks in the bathroom, she turns on the water and gets us dressed she gets in the shower she looks down and sees her cuts she sighs and watches her body and then her hair she also shaves the she turns off the water and wraps a towel around her

She gets out and puts on a white crop top with Henry's hoodie over that then blue jeans and socks she walks out of the bathroom and brushes her hair
Even though Henry knows she cuts sometimes he's never seen them before and honestly Taylor is kinda scared for Henry to see them I mean she doesn't know how He's going to react but she tries not to think about that and focus on the positive things
She walks out of her room and to the tube she goes back up to the "living room" of the man's nest Taylor Walks over to the couch where Henry,Jasper and the kids were talking and laughing about the memories they all had Taylor sits on Henry's lap "hey Tay Tay, like the Hoodie" Chapa says "thanks it's Henry's" Taylor says "nice Hoodie Henry" chapa tells Him
"Thanks Chapa I've had that for years" he smiles
"Hey Tay I have a question" Miles says "ok shoot what's your question?" She asks looking at him
Ray walks in but no one notices "are you still cutting?" He asks "miles! You don't just ask someone that!" Mika says "ya miles what if she don't wanna talk about it and it's none of our business it's hers" chapa says "hey guys" Taylor says they all look at her "it's fine I know miles didn't mean any harm and to answer your question yes I do sometimes but I'm getting better it's a long process" she answers honestly "why did you start doing it?" He asks chapa looks at him volts of electricity shooting through her arm "chapa it's fine" tay tells her chapa calms down

Ray king hides himself from them listening in "I started cutting after the SA it was and still is the only pain that I can control and I just needed to control the pain and since I didn't tell anyone that's what I did but I hate it because they're always going to be there" she tells them Henry hugs her from behind "you're still beautiful and those scars don't define you" Henry tells her "I know they don't" she smiles
"Ok well enough sad shit, but yes this is serious don't do it anyway how long are you staying here Jas?" Taylor asks him "oh just for a couple days then me piper and char is gonna head out" Jasper says
Taylor nods "hen we better get going don't wanna be late" she says and gets up "ya that would be bad" he says and chuckles taylor walks around back and gets the bags she walks back up Ray walks over to them
Everyone else gets up the kids hug Taylor "we will miss you!" Bose says Taylor smiles "We will miss you guys to" she says hugging them back the kids pull away and hugs Henry "You guys be safe" chapa says "we will" he says hugging them back Taylor hugs Jasper "bye jas you be good and visit us soon" she says he hugs her back "I will" he smiles and pulls away Henry and Jasper hug and pull away Ray hugs Taylor "you text me when you guys get there okay and don't forget" Ray says Taylor smiles "I won't dad" she says hugging him back they pull away

"Bye guys love you all" she says Henry waves bye to them and they walk out the door and gets in Henry's car driving away "ok guys come on we gotta clean up let's go" Ray says "Aw really" Bose says "yes now come on" he says they all start cleaning up