You Lost Me (TimeTay breakup)

Happy

I woke up and made breakfast with the last bit of food in the house

The fact that i cant say "our house" anymore made me laugh

I grabbed my laptop

Sat down on the couch

And began searching

For what? you may ask

I'm house hunting

My final step to offically moving on and also becoming happier

I played music sing along to the lyrics

"Dont show up, dont come out, dont start caring about me now"

Some relatable lines right there

I called a bunch of real estates

Some giving me ridiculous prices that is not even worth it.

Others giving good deals which im planning to go check out right now

No one knows of my plans

Which is good, today is a "me" day

I put on some clothes to look professional as a navy blue suit along with a coat and some heeled boots.

I grabbed my stuff and head out

Looking at my car, Well this gonna be my last time driving it since im selling it after

I drove over to my first viewing
House was too big and not what i wanted.

My second stop was similer to what i want but too near the city

My third stop was it, a small house, a large kitchen, beautiful bathroom and bed rooms, a view right outside the kitchen and also around the house, a backyard and a garden and what i wanted the most a place away feom the city no loud noise just me and mother nature.

Best thing about it, its a good price so i immediately signed for it, in 3 days that house is offically mine.

I played music while driving to my next stop, The car dealership.

The car is still as good as new but i want a change, i sold it and bought another same time, a BMW i7 in white.

I drove out of that place happier than ever but thats also a part of the plan.

Treating your self to dinner is a must. So i went to this not so expensive resturant and got a seat for my self.

I got ridicoulous stares since it was a "couples" resturant but who cares? Definetly not me.

I ordered food sat and ate happily and  I got dessert too.

Leaving that place i drove to the beach

A place where we use to like and to let go of the smaller weights before the big one.

The beach was empty as usually

I look out onto the ocean, hands in my coat pocket.

"Hey" i called out

"I came here to say one last thing" i shouted out, the waves stop as if it is listening to me

"I loved you, our memories and laughter but this it, its over now Im done" i said turning and walked away smiling

The waves become more violent as if it is angry but not at me.

I drove back to your house, went to the room i occupied myself in and fell asleep

Today went just right

And it was beautiful too

Im closer to my goal

Because now im happy