You Lost Me (TimeTay breakup)

You lost me

I woke with a drum banging on my head aka an headache

I groan, i guess i had my time last night as the memories flood my head

I woke up to see Porsche handing me a water and pill

"It's evening by the way and i think the majority of us slept here since drunk driving isn't safe"

He said, sitting on my bed as i gushed down the water, to enjoy the cool feeling as it coated my burning, sore throat.

I smiled at him and laid back into the bed as the pain slowly subdued

I'm hungry, I groaned as he laughed at me

I took a shower and changed, going downstairs

Thank the gods they ordered food because my kitchen is empty as I planned on leaving this house soon

I ate and watch as the others relaxed all over the house

Interrupting my food time, there was an aggressive banging on the door

I watch as they all reached for their waist, As I assumed their guns 

I opened the door

"Why are you here?" I asked

"I'm sorry" he desperately spoke

"Save it, don't want to hear it" I spoke, about to close the door

"I'm sorry too, I didn't know" I heard another voice 

I opened the door, looking at a teary eye Tem

"Listen it's fine, Like i said before i just wanted to be finished with him" I gently spoke to him

"Tay I'm sorry, I truly am" He spoke once more

"And I heard you" I sarcastically replied

"You know what the funny thing is he maybe a good person but remember you've only met him once and I doubt you know much about him since you've been together for a couple months but that may also be a lie because you're with him 24/7, and you've known me for years and you tried so hard to get with me and i finally chose you and you know so much about me, so why cheat? Why hurt me? You know what, Remember this, If he does anything and hurt you have no to run to, you know why?"  

"Why?" He asked

"Because you lost me" 

And with that I slammed the door in their faces and went back to my food

Completely forgetting a certain audience was behind me.

After that day, I left that house and offically moved to my new house and as time goes by i'm happier than ever. 

You were once my greatest joy but you became my greatest pain.

And I'd rather let you go than stay and feel hurt