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Chapter 1. (●__●)

ιf уσυ'яє яєα∂ιиg тнιѕ... ¢σиgяαтѕ. ιℓу. ωє'яє fяιєи∂ѕ иσω αи∂ уσυ ¢αи'т ѕαу σтнєяωιѕє. 

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The next morning, Killer would start his first ever mission. I was proud of him. He seemed so prepared and hyped to be working for me. It almost felt like torture to watch him be so happy... Knowing I had nothing to do with it...... 

My stupid feelings for him were starting to crawl like a demon...

A demon I couldn't escape. 

But I sent them all off anyway, stalking up to my room to be alone and ponder. Now, I'd normally be planning something to do with the next missions or negotiations with the Star Sanses, etc. Not today. Today, I had one thing and one thing only on my mind:

... 

... 

... 

What the hell would I eat for lunch? 

[A/N: trolled ya', didn't I? I'm the youngest in my family. Being annoying is in my veins. Muahaha.]

"Come on, Nightmare... What's wrong with you? You aren't YOU anymore. What are you?"

I started talking with myself. How it sucked that I could've been doing something more productive... 

"For starters... I'm gay."

"PSH... You knew that from day one. What else are you?"

"A loser?"

"Nah, you're Nightmare, King of Negativity. Stop being a sorry ass."

I sighed. What I needed was something to distract myself from thinking about my problems. Well, at the moment, I really only had one problem: I was totally in love with someone I just met. I didn't deserve to be with someone like him. He was just too good for me. 

Before I knew it, hours flew by, and there was a pounding on my door. 

"Nightmare, get up. We're back."

Error... The only one who calls me by that name... 

Nightmare... 

That's who I am. 

Right... Now, try not to forget it. 

But if I think about Killer any longer... 

I'll lose sight of who I am. 

And that won't be very good. 

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