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𝗸𝗮𝗿𝗺𝗮 | ୨ৎ

━━━ 𝗷𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸'𝘀 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘅 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗿, you didnt know what to say. jungkook let out an awkward laugh and rubbed the back of his head, feeling embarrassed of his poor hiding spot.

"looks like you found it....." he smiled shyly. "i guess i have no choice but to do it now..."

your eyes widened at that. why did he have to pick such a bad time to propose? you didnt know what to do at the moment, what could you do? you sat on the couch, stiff from the shock you were feeling at the moment.

jungkook picked up the tiny velvet box and got on one knee, looking at you with love in his eyes.

'this can't be happening right now.....'

you wanted to just die right then and there so you didnt have to face the consequences of your own actions.

"i know i wasnt the best man before i met you..." jungkook started, giving you a tiny frown at the thought of his past. "i slept around with many girls and i threw them into the dirt. i grew to learn that my past trauma doesnt excuse my actions and that it was a very asshole move to disregard innocent womens' feelings like that. i know that i was a terrible person, that i didnt deserve love from anyone in this cruel world. i apologize for the man i was before, but you, you showed me that even a man like me can find love as good as this. you showed me that people like me can change, that there is hope for everyone. whats funny is people would always tell me that karma would come to me and kick my ass if i didnt clean up my act. i laughed it off because well, i didnt really believe in karma, and though karma hasn't come to kick my ass, god sent me something different; a miracle. y/n, you were that miracle."

you chewed on your bottom lip, using everything in your power to not break down in front of jungkook while he was sharing such a raw moment with you.

he continued, "i never thought i could fall in love with someone as hard as i fell for you. the more i thought about it, the more i realized that i wanted to spend them rest of my life with you. y/n, i want to have a future together, i want to marry you, have kids with you. i want to share everything with you. i want to teach our kids that not everyone in the world is terrible, that everyone can change, even the worst people. i want our kids to know what it feels like to have a dad that truly loves them and that'll do anything to make them happy. i want to give them what my dad couldn't give me...."

he looked up at you, his eyes glistening from the tears that threatened to fall down on his flushed cheeks. he let out a sigh and opened the box, revealing a beautiful bright ring that almost made you gasp in shock.

"y/n.....will you marry me?"

you couldnt hold it in anymore, everything that had happened between you and jungkook during the past few months came pouring down like a river. you buried your face into your hands, sobbing hysterically.

jungkook quickly got up, sitting back next to you to check if you were okay.

to jungkook, it seemed as if you were crying tears of joy, thrilled to be marrying him, but it was the complete opposite. "y/n.....i'm happy too but please dont c-"

"i cant marry you jungkook...." you sobbed, not lifting your head up to look at him.

suddenly, jungkook's movements halted as he took in your words. his world broke into a million pieces at the thought of you not feeling the same way he did. jungkook didnt know what to say or do, not having everything planned out if you did say no because, well, he didnt think you would say no.

after the few days you both spent together he was sure what you had was special, that you both would make it to the end. but he was wrong, you were leaving him once again.

jungkook found himself crying as he tried his hardest to get out the last few words without breaking down completely. "w-what? why not?"

you shook your head, you knew you had to tell him everything. from the day you met at the bar to the day you kissed him that one night, after everything you were planning on doing to him, he deserved to know.

"i'm not from here jungkook! i dont know how to explain it in a way you'd understand...." you wiped your tears but it didnt seem to help much. "i was sent here to teach people lessons, bad people. i give people who do bad things bad luck if you want to put it that way, but i take matters into my own hands. before i landed here i heard about you, about the way you would date girls and then break up with them when you got bored, so i was sent here to teach you a lesson. i was supposed to make you fall in love with me and once i had you wrapped around my finger i would leave you, like you did those girls." you didnt try to fight the tears anymore, letting them fall down your puffy face.

jungkook looked at you speechless, not knowing what to do with the information he had just received.

he shook his head, not wanting to believe any words you were saying. "y/n, if you didnt want to marry me just say that! you dont have to lie to me!"

"i'm not lying to you jungkook!" you yelled, not able to hold in your anger at yourself anymore so you took it out on jungkook. he crossed his arms, shaking his head. "how am i supposed to believe you?"

you shook your head and looked down at your wrist, pulling up your sleeve to reveal the karma symbol that was engraved into your skin. he looked down at it, shrugging it off. "i always assumed that it was just a tattoo."

"look again!" you called. jungkook looked back down at the symbol, watching as it light up, a bright purple shining through the little slits. his eyes widened in horror, what the hell was going on?

tears began to fill his eyes again, he didnt believe everything at first but the symbol was just the nail in the coffin. he couldnt even look at you anymore, not wanting to face the woman he grew to love and trust with his life.

"so you used me...." he mumbled to himself, shaking his head in disbelief. your heart broke at that. "did you even love me?" he couldnt help but ask, but deep down he didnt want to know the answer to that.

you reached for his hands but watched as he quickly pulled them back. your frown deepened. "i did jungkook! so so much! and if i had a choice i would stay here and spend the rest of my life with you."

jungkook couldnt fight it anymore. he turned back around, revealing his red face and puffy red eyes. your heart shattered into a million pieces as you took a great look at the damage you caused, everything was all because of you. were you any better than any of your victims? you werent, and you knew you werent. you were a manipulator and you were a monster.

you glanced at the clock, 11:55.

you stood up from the couch and looked down at jungkook. "i'm sorry jungkook.....i love you so much."

jungkook grabbed your hands, falling down to his knees and sobbing into your stomach. "dont leave me y/n! i need you! we'll find a way please...." he begged, his voice muffled from your shirt.

the idea was tempting but you knew it wasnt possible. you bent down and grabbed his face, wiping away his salty tears with the pads of your thumbs. "dont cry for me baby.....go and live your life. go find the girl you deserve, go get married, have kids! dont let me stop your dreams from happening....forget about me..." you mumbled.

"y/n please i need y-"

you kissed his swollen lips, silencing his begs and cries and you could feel all your pain and worry slip away. this kiss was different, different from the first and the other previous times you had ever kissed him. better from the first and previous times you had kissed him, it was the last and best kiss.

you pulled away, giving him one last glance before you made your way to the door, trying your best to drown out his sobs. you opened the door, closing it behind you.

the more you thought about it, the more you realized that karma was really a bitch.

𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧.