JJ X Y/N

chapter one

i had only just returned and the whole of the cut was already asking who i was.

i guess sarah and rafe hadnt told anyone i was coming back.

they didnt even tell topper or kelce.

all sarah is worried about is keeping john B out of trouble.

and all rafe is worried about is when he is going to get the next ounce of coke.

and then there is me who thinks they have fallen in love with a pogue.

but that is forbidden they say.

they all say that but they never listen.

you cant make yourself love someone you dont love.

but we are enemies and we would both rather die then date.

and the person i have fallen in love with would be JJ Maybank.

see why everyone thinks we would be forbidden.

a pogue and a pogue John B and the rest of the crew would kill me for betraying rules

and then there is also rafe who wouldnt let me date JJ either you know because he is my current boyfriend.

and plus we arent even meant to be on the cut.

the only reason sarah is seen on the cut is because she has become a pogue.

and she is no longer apart of the family.

and i feel for JJ cause the littlest thing he does he gets hit for.

when he took the blame for another pogue his father luke found out.

and he had beaten the living daylights out of him.

and i feel like i could help him in a way.

i mean i kinda helped rafe with his drug problem.

that was before i had moved from OBX to new york.

he must have taken my move a little hard if he had gotten into drugs right.