Dark (a kian lawley fanfic)

Chapter 18

*Sam's POV*

I had a nightmare tonight. I've been having it every single night now. It was when Jc kidnapped me, beat me and raped me. I dreamed every single minute of what happened during that experience. I get to the part where Jc rapes me and then Kian comes in the room. Right at the part where Kian stabs Jc, I wake up screaming. Kian jolts up. He must have heard me.

"Are you ok babe?", he asks. I hug him and he hugs me back. I cry in his chest.

"No Kian I'm not. I-I keep dreaming about Jc.", I reply in between cries.

"It's ok babe. Ssh ssh." He rubs my back and it comforts me. The safe feeling in his chest also comforts me. His heartbeat just always brings me in a calm mood.

"Look at me." He lifts my chin.

"Jc's dead now. He's not gonna hurt you again. You're safe now." I give him a small smile. He kisses my forehead. I lay back down and he wraps his arms around me. I fall back asleep.

*the next morning*

When I wake up, I move around to face Kian. I smile at his adorable face and peck his nose. I unwrap myself from his arms and go downstairs.

*later*

I hear footsteps and know it's Kian. He walks towards me and jumps on the couch next to me.

"Morning baby.", he says in his morning voice. That morning voice always turns me on.

"Morning babe." He kisses me. The kiss then gets heated. His tongue strokes my lips, begging for entrance. I let him and our tongues touch. He slides his hand under my shirt. The kiss stops and he reaches down and gives me kisses on the stomach.

*Flashback*

"You're so pretty." He sits on my lap, kissing my neck. I try to push him off, but he hangs on my neck. He finds the button to my pants and unbuttons them. I try to stop him by pushing his hands away, but he's stronger than me. I want to scream "STOP!", but I can't. I can't get the word out. He rips my shirt off. He caresses my stomach and breast. He moves down my leg and caresses it. He was about to un-clip my bra, but I didn't let me. Before he even got his hands on the hook, I pushed him off with force.

"Think you can stop me, huh?" He grabs my waist, but I push him off again. I punch him. I punch him again, multiple times. I tower him and punch him multiple times in the face, giving him a bloody nose and lip. He gets his grip on me again and punches me back.

"YOU DON'T HIT ME LIKE THAT YOU HEAR ME!" I just nodded. He still towers me. He bends down and kisses my stomach. I just sit there and cry and let him torture. I want to scream out stop, but I can't yell it out. I feel a tug on my underwear and I sit up right away.

*Flashback over*

It all comes back to me.

"Kian stop!" He stops kissing my stomach and looks up at me.

"What's wrong? We kind of done this before."

"Yeah, but...I-I'm sorry I just can't." He slaps me.

"Why not? I just want to do this with you Sam!" His voice starts to rise.

"I'm sorry Kian I just can't please!" My eyes water. He slaps me again. He grabs my shirt and pulls me up from the couch. He punches me, still grasping my shirt.

"What is it Sam? Do you not love me?"

"I do love-"

"Then why can't we do this?"

"BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO!" His expression starts to calm. He unclasps my shirt and hugs me.

"I'm sorry." He kisses my head. The hug breaks and I run upstairs immediately. I run to our room and lock the door.

"Hello?"

"Lisa hey. Listen I'm at a friend's and I want out. I need to get out of here."

"What's going on?"

"I'll tell you later. Look, can I just stay at your place for a couple days?"

"Of course."

"Thank you so much! You rock!" I hang up. I start packing.

I finish packing and tiptoe downstairs. I didn't want Kian to hear me. I look back at him and he was staring at the TV. I open the door and run to the car. I step on it and drive to Lisa's house.

Hey guys! So what do you think will happen between Kian and Sam. What will Lisa's reaction be when Sam tells her everything? I hope you guys enjoyed! -Sam