Lily {SarawatTine}

05

"Don't worry. But it doesn't mean you don't have to care. She should eat more and take good care of herself,or, it's going to hard both your mother and the baby. You do realise you can't give her mental pressures at a moment like this,right?"the doctor asked and Sarawat looked down at his lap.

"Your mom called me to talk about abortion a few days ago. She don't want it. She want to keep the baby. But because it's hurting you.........it should be enough for you to realise just how much your parents love and care for you. They want this baby as much as they love you"

"Sarawat, we meet a lot of people like you. We understand you. It's quite hard for you to suddenly accept one more person to share your life with. But remember,we don't have our whole life to ourselves. One day you'll get married,you too will have kids, you'll have to share everything then too. Having a sibling isn't bad. It doesn't mean your parents will love you less or care less about you. Infact,you too are in the responsibility to take care of your little sibling. I can promise you that it'll only make your life better. Aren't you tired of playing and living alone all the time?"the older man asked and Sarawat looked at him.

Was he ever tired of being alone in his own house? That's ridiculous, because he never felt that.

"So, Sarawat,you can no longer avoid or hurt your mother about this. You should stay with her and take good care of her with your father, alright? You're an adult now. It's a huge responsibility. It's a training for you before you have a family of your own, understand?"The doctor asked smiling softly and Sarawat nodded with a forced smile and looked at his father.

"You can come to me if you are facing any problems. You can take your wife home after 2hours. Let her rest until then. Remember everything I said"The doctor looked at Thanong who nodded and put his hand together and thanked the doctor.

After getting out of the doctor's cabin Sarawat walked to Yon who was waiting outside Adwika's room.

"Mimi, how's mom?"He asked and she touched his hand.

"Don't worry. She's awake. You can go inside-"

"But you can't if you want to hurt her more"Thanong interrupted and Sarawat looked at him before opening the door and walking in before closing the door behind.

"Thanong-"Adwika looked to her side to see her son standing next to her bed looking at her.

"Sarawat-"

"Mom, why did you have to do this?"Sarawat asked and Adwika looked confused.

"Son-"

"Mom,"he took in a sharp breath to stop his voice from breaking.

"Just...........just stop hurting yourself. If you want it. Then keep it. If you want something so much, then don't care about what others say,just go for what you want-"

"I'm your mother. And I care for you"

"So do I. But you can't give yourself up for me.............if something happened to you, do you think I could ever sleep peacefully?"Sarawat sounded angry and broken and his mother reached out to hold his hand.

"I'm sorry.............for....... everything I did wrong"Sarawat looked down at his feets.

"No no, you didn't do anything wrong-"

"I know what I did,mom.......... I'm not a baby.........and, you don't have to get rid of it for me. You want it,then you should keep it"Sarawat said although he couldn't bring himself to our his heart in it.

"Do you mean it?"

"I do............"he did because he was scared that if he forced too much,it would take away her life as well and, "......... because I could never live without you"Sarawat looked at her and she was smiling through tears.