Forbidden Love (Scaramouche x Fem-Reader)

Lihua Pool

~10~

The next day you woke up quite late. You were still sick and was feeling tired but your dream about your Lord again woke you up immediately. Your mind was all about him these days, and you couldn't get rid of him. You already had a cruh on someone before, but this time it was different. You felt more attached to him, like somthing was connecting you two. But you didnt know what it was. You tried to ignore your thoughts full of your Lord and went back to sleep.

After sleeping the whole day, you woke up at 7pm. You didn't eat at all so you thought about going down stairs to fill your stomach. When you arrive at the mini restaurant of Wangshu Inn, you noticed there was a few people here. But your gaze immediately captured someone. Of course it was him. Your Lord. You didn't want to go near him but your body decided otherwise. After a few seconds you found yourself facing your Lord to your deepest regret. He weren't wearing his hat tonight.

Your mind was still full of this other dream you had about him yesterday, so it was kind of weird facing him right now.

"Y/N? What are you doing here, aren't you supposed to rest?"

"Yes, yes, my Lord, but I noticed I didn't eat today, so I came here to eat something."

He nodded and invited you to sit next to him. Which you did, but still quite hesitant. After realizing your feelings about him, you still weren't sure if you should stay near him. After all, he was your Lord. Crossing the line between a Lord and his subordinates wasn't the best idea...

"What's wrong?" he suddenly said noticing your uncomfort.

You turned your head to face him and slightly smiled.

"Nothing. I'm just still not feeling good so I guess my mind is quite all over the place tonight." you lied perfectly.

For once he couldn't tell if you were lying. Your ease to tell a lie like that almost scared you. You were good to hide your feelings.

Scaramouche didn't say anything and nodded. He gave you a part of his food and you both started eating in silence. Even after all these days, you were still confused why he was so... kind... to you, and you only. He choose you out of all people, why?

"You'll come with me after dinner." he suddenly said breaking the silence.

"Where?"

"You'll see."

"A-Alright..."

You were confused but didn't ask more questions. It would probably piss him off if you started questioning him.

After dinner, Scaramouche stood up and made you a sign to follow him. You both went towards Guili Plains. After some walk you arrived to Lihua Pool and Scaramouche sat down near the water.

"Sit." he said.

Immediately, you did what he said and sat down next to him. There was a silence until you broke it with a timid voice.

"My Lord... Why... Why are we here."

"I don't know."

He simply answered looking at the sky. You looked at him without saying anything. Oh, he was beautiful. The light of the moon embellished his perfect shaped face, and his indigo eyes were shining like stars. But your staring was cut off when he suddenly turned his head towards you. Immediately you became completely red and turned your head.

"I saw you staring."

You closed your eyes and started screaming internely. 

"Look at me, Y/N."

You shook your head to say no but he suddenly took your hand not so gently and said:

"It's an order."

You sighed and after a few seconds of hesitation your looiked right through his eyes, your face still as red as a tomato. It was even worse after you noticed that he still haven't let go of your hand and that he was staring right at you without saying anything. This was pure torture. You were so embarrassed and just wanted to go but you couldn't. 

The silence was so loud, all you could hear was your heart racing in your rib cage. You had butterfly in your belly that was dancing with each other. And because you thought that some of them were showing pure love to each other, your stare lowered to his lips. Oh you so wanted to have a taste, just a little bit of it. And right now, it could be happening, if you just... make... a move...

"I like your eyes." he said.

That was the sentence that made you leave your body. You didn't know what was happening but your head moved near him.

"What are you...-"

He didn't finish his sentence neither could you process what was happening that your lips were already against his. He didn't return the kiss nor he closed his eyes to enjoy it. No, he was too confgused fopr that. He didn't except you to make a move. He didn't know what you were doing right, all his thoughts were jostling each other in his head. When you broke the kiss you looked at him and immediately regretted it. You brought your hand to your mouth and widened your eyes. Quickly, you stood up and ran away, leaving a Scaramouche all confused an schocked.

HELP, y/n is BOLD. Couldn't be me lmao. Anyway i hope this chapter was good for you, dont hesitate to like it and leave comments <3