Let Me Leave [Lashton]

2. When

We're on tour right now and staying in the tour bus. I can't die now and have nowhere to do it alone.

Tour is fun and I like it, but I just don't like myself.

Besides, no one fucking cares about the goddamn drummer. I'm even put at the back of the stage always. That's where drummers are put. That's why I was chosen, no one cares about me.

I could be gone and no one would care until they realize I'm not there to do things for them.

They'd all be happy to find a replacement for me.

No one likes me. Not even myself.

I was already missing before the night I left.

I'm dead inside.

And I can't wait to leave.