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Natalie looked at the blond with confusion written all over her face.
《she had never seen him like this, not......since....she was getting quite worried for the boy 》
She had never seen him so cold so distant, he looked so deep in his own world, he looked so depressed , there wasn't even a single thing that could bring out the shine in his eyes.. His eyes looked too cold to look human.
《No, that couldn't have been right , Adrien was an emotional and sensetive , sweet child , she had seen the boy sad so many times it couldn't be what she was thinking....right.. ?》
She herself had witnessed the boy sad, then why did it feel so different from the other times when Adrien felt a little bit down , she had seen him mope around quietly many times but it felt different from
《why did it.... feel...... so unwavering now...it just felt unnatural to look at his depressing Aura》
She let out a sigh, as she watched Adrien walk to the school main entrence , she could only hope the boy to have a good day .maybe she could do something for him.
After all the boy had returned home , very upset yesterday, she had been quite worried for him , he was so angry , he's face was flushed and he was very tense, one would have thought he would have tamper tantrum and flipped the table just to let his anger be known .
But of corse this was Adrien we were talking about, instead he quitly went to his room and played the piano and continued with all the things set for him in the schedule.But it seemed the boy didn't want to adress his problems in his life with her , but she could wait for him and hope one of this days and sit down to talk to her .
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Adrien let out a tired yawn , he felt like absolute utter pile of shit, he felt so fucking tired , he wasn't going to be surprised if he had suddenly dropped to the floor out of exhaustion.
《Man, if anyone in the past had told him that the life of a super was shit he would have raised an eyebrow and laughed it off since they had super powers and shit....he should sue various comic companies for making it look easy》
But now here he was with a shitty job that has crazy wacko that's somewhere in the house or probably in their basement sending super villains to kill a bunch of teenagers, the worst part of it all they don't even pay him.
And the even more worse part of it all is that wacko that's somewhere in their own basement is his own fucking father, and to add it all on top of that he was supposed to be some evil monster that does is father's bidding without even blinking.
What a shit of a life he has, man he wished for once he could have some time to relax and not worry about anything, be a normal kid that stresses about an essay they have to write next week ,you know that kinda stuff ....
But instead he's got to worry about saving people's lives from his father , and worry about people finding what he really is ....
He looked out the window of the bus , another sigh leaving his lips, he hoped this school trip would get his mind out of some things.Maybe make him forget about his terrible life ,and maybe be a normal boring kid who doesn't worry about anything else other than learning.
Fuck, who was he kidding surely not himself, but sometimes he wounders that he could have had better life....
But he could only hope..... he wasn't going to complain and say his life is hard , he was sure that others had it far much worse ,like they deal with abuse, poverty and ect.. but that didn't mean his life didn't suck .
He leaned back against his seat and closed his eyes taking a quick nap,
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"..A...n.."
" ..Adr....
"Adr..n.."
"Adr..e"
"Adrien !!"
Adrien felt himself slightly jump ,as he heard his name being called/ yelled so close by.
He's body had stiffened and the hairs of his neck were standing up , he thoughts were a bit jumbled up since he was a bit groggy.
"Adrien..?"
He turned his head to where he had heard the voice only to see Mrs Bustier looking at him with a raised eyebrow.
"Yes, ma'am ...? "
He answered, holding back a yawn that was about to escape.
Uh, we have arrived to the destination,
Mrs Bustier said slightly nervously .
Oh..!
Adrien exclaimed slightly suprise , he felt the embarrassment wash over him as he realized that people might be watching him but to his suprise no one was there except him and Mrs Bustier.
"Uh, sorry"
Adrien said sheepishly
"No, problem my dear, it happens to the best of ..."
She replied politely
Adrien nodded bit still feeling a bit embarrassed that people might be waiting on him ., he stood up from his seat and
"Adrien...are you okay..?"
Mrs Bustier suddenly asked out the blue , her face had a with worried expression
Adrien raised an eyebrows at her confusion , but it was gone as soon as it came as he realized that Mrs Bustier might be asking because it might've have been her the first time seeing him so tired.
"I'm fine, Mrs Bustier"
Adrien answered politely
"Okay..."
She replied slightly trailing off.
"You know, you can still turn back or if you want you can stay back here "
She said looking at the blond,
She wondered if the boy was motion sick or hadn't slept properly, he looked like he would collapse on the spot the moment he arrived.
"I'm feeling fine ma'am, ...but I'll keep that in mind"
He replied politely
She nodded and headed out, Adrien followed right behind her to join the other students who were probably still waiting impatiently.
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End of chapter 4
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