It's black. Why is it so black?
Where am I?
Who am I?
What is this?
Katherine? Katherine?! Please wake up! Please! Come back to me!
Who's this Katherine chick?
Why do I feel something touching me?
Wait.... The light. I see it! The light!!
I flutter my open and see white. White everything until I make out a face. He has blond hair, braces, and ocean blue eyes. He's cute. I look done at my body and see I'm in restrictions. I also see my leg in a cast. I have needles in my arm and something is hurting my hand. I look over and see the boys holding my hand tightly. I glance at his face and notice he's crying. I open my mouth to ask him why, but nothing comes out.
"Katherine, your awake? You awake!! Thank goodness!!" The boys says. He leans down to kiss me but I turn my head away. He stops and his face freezes. He turns white, his eyes get big and he begins to cry.
"You don't know m do you?" He asks with the tears running down his cheeks. I motion him to leans forward, he does, and I whip his tears away. I look deep in his eyes. He looks familiar. Niall.
"Niall?" I ask. His face brightens up and he nods vigorously.
"Yes Katherine! It's me Niall." He says and leans in and kisses me cheek. His lips feel soft and comforting. I know this feeling. I've kissed him before. Isn't he my boyfriend?
"Aren't we dating?" I ask feeling the area of my cheek where Niall kissed me.
"Yes! We are. Do you remember anything else?"
Um.....Well, Niall sounds like a name from One Direction. One Direction is the biggest boy band in the world. One Direction has four other members. Zayn, Louis, Liam, and Harry.
With those names in my head, I begin to remember everything. I was on a mission to kill Niall, but we fell in love. We decided to bring down the agency, we failed. Liam, Harry, Louis, Zayn, and I were kidnapped by the lead administrator and torched. We were saved by Niall and Paul and some others. Lastly, I remember the passionate kiss with Niall. How he gave me my energy back. And he carried me off to the car and I feel asleep in his warm, strong arms. Then I wake up in this place not knowing anything till now.
I explain everything I remember to Niall and he tells me the details of what happened. As he is doing so, People walk into the room. I think its Liam, Harry, Louis, Zayn and some girl.
"That's Liam," I point to Liam. "That's Harry," I point to Harry and notice all his burses and scars. I did that. I feel the tears come up, but I choke them back down. "That's Louis," I point to him. "And that's Zayn." I also point.
"I'm your nurse, Jennah." The tall, brunette says. She waves and walks over to the machine I'm hooked up to. She writes a few things down and looks at me.
"Katherine, your able to go home now." She says with a smile on her face. She takes me out of the restricts and I walk to the bathroom to change in some Niall's clothes. I close the door and lock it. I turn around and look at myself in the mirror. Wow. I look nasty, all these burses and scars. I even have a black eye. My mind goes straight to Harry getting beaten by Dan. It's a horrible memory I will never forget! I feel like a bitch! I caused so much pain and sorrow on everyone, I deserve to feel like this! I deserve to feel even more pain!
I begin to cry. No! I'm a bitch and bitches don't cry! I'm so angry with myself I'm looking for something to end it! I find a razor and I take a seat on the floor leaning on the wall. The tears are violently running down my face and I'n holding a razor inches away from my wrist.
"I deserve this shit! I deserve even little piece of hate and pain coming my way!" I yell and dig the razor into my arm. The blood begins to gush out of my arm and I'm screaming in pain!
"Katherine!! Open this door!! Now!! Please!" Niall yells. I can tell he's crying. His voice is breaking with every word. I dig the rasor more and more in my arm. I count eight cuts and decided to stop. I feel dizzy and start playing in the pool of my own blood. I hear a click and the door swings open reviling two doctors and a crying Niall. He runs over to me and cups my face in his hands ignoring my bleeding arm.
"Katherine, we can do this. The boys forgive you. No harm done!" He says and kisses me forehead.
"Niall, they could have died. I deserve to die." I say slowly.
"But they didn't. You can't blame yourself for every bad thing. You have to stay with me forever. I don't know what I would do without you. Katherine, your my everything. I would die if you die. When you wouldn't wake up, I thought my life was over! I need you to promise to hang in there with me! We can do this together."
I think about what he is saying. I do love him, if he says the boys are ok, then I guess the boys are ok.
"Your right, I shouldn't hold myself accountable for this. If I could have done something, then I would of. So I promise Niall. I'll stay as long as I have you." I finished with a kiss on his lips and let the doctors bandage up my arm. I finished changing into Niall's sweat pants and his blue Jack Will's sweat shirt. It smells just like him!
I exited the bathroom and walked over to Niall who was talking to Jennah, my nurse.
"Do you really think he likes me?" Jennah asked with an unsure smile on her face.
"Yeah, he even told me he likes you." Niall said.
"Wait, who likes who?" I asked grabbing Niall's hand. I knew he wasn't talking about himself from what he said to me in the bathroom.
"Oh, that Louis likes Jennah and that she should ask him out on a date." Niall said with a smile.
"Yeah you should do it. He is is a very great guy. I mean I did put him through a load of crap! I should know!" I said. Niall shoot me a concerned look. It was a more of a 'shut up, do you really not remember what you just said to me?!' look. He's right, I should stop putting myself down. I peeked his cheek and we left. Jennah stopped by Louis's room and we waited on him in the limo.
Louis opened the door with the biggest smile on his face and sat down beside Zayn.
"So?" Harry asked.
"So what Hazza Bear?" Louis asked.
"Oh Boo Bear! You know what I mean! What happened with you and Jennah?!"
"Well, she asked me out on a date!" Louis yelled. I smiled and kissed Niall on the cheek.
"Good job my Prince in Shining Armor!" I said running my fingers through his hair. He blushed.
"Why thank you my Princess!" We kissed and I layed my head on his shoulder.
Everything IS going to be ok! I said in my head.
