Katherine's POV
Jennah and Louis came home late from their date. Niall and I were having one of our movie nights. We were watching Pearl Harbor, one of the saddest movies ever!! Well, at least I think so. Niall thinks it's stupid and laughs at almost every sence. I think the part where Dani-the cute one- dies is the worst sence of them all! Him and his girl are going to have a baby, but he doesn't know about it til he takes his last breath!
I was crying through the whole movie! Niall and I were snuggling on the couch, eating popcorn, and tweeting about the movies we had watched. Examples,
@NiallOfficial-Why do people make such sad movies and instead of people crying, they laugh their heads off?!
@Katherine84-Pearl Harbor is the best/saddest movie ever! @NiallOfficial is just a big jerk when it comes to movies!!
I got a lot of hate from fans because I called Niall a jerk, but he's my boyfriend. I'm aloud to! the fans don't really get to me, but earlier, Niall and I went out to dinner and I posted a picture of myself in a cute, little pink dress that hangs from my shoulders. And I had a lot of the fans call me fat. I'm very self-conscious, so it really hit me hard. Niall had to calm me down and we were late to our dinner date because of rude fans.
But other than the tiny set back, dinner was amaZAYN!!!!! We went to Nando's with Liam and Danielle. We had a bunch of laughs, we even made the waiter laugh a few times! Niall just brings the kid out of me! He's amaZAYN!
When Jennah walked in the door, she was all wet. She was wrapped up in a blanket and was shivering. She didn't notice us til Louis walked in the door and walked over to the couch. He was also wet and shivering.
"Hey guys. What's up?" I said. I was sitting against Niall's chest while he had the popcorn in his lap.
"Just got home from an amazing date!" Jennah said. She walked over to Louis who was sitting on the arm of the couch and had wrapped his arms around her waist. He kissed her cheek and they watched the rest of Pearl Harbor with us. Jennah and I both cried when Dani died and when Rav and the girl gave birth to Dani's son, Dani Jr. Louis and Niall showed no emotion.
"You guys just don't have a heart do you?" I asked with the tears running down my cheeks. Niall whipped the tears away with his thump and smiled.
"If I didn't have a heart, then I wouldn't be able to love your pretty face." He said and kissed my cheek. I smiled back and stood up.
"Well, it's bed time for me guys. Good-night." I said and held my hand out for Niall to take and lead him to the bedroom. He took it and we left Jennah and Louis to their own business. I opened the bedroom door and got out my pj's and headed to the bathroom. I changed into a grey tank top and pink short shorts. I brushed out my hair and my brushed my teeth. I exited the bathroom and saw Niall in his boxers just standing there.
"Enjoying the view?" He teased.
"As a matter of fact, I am." I teased back. I got under the covers, and so did Niall. He wrapped his arms around my waist and my forehead was touching his chin. He kissed my head and I had to look up to look him in the eyes.
"I love you Niall." I said with a small smile on my face. He smiled back.
"I love you too, Katherine." He answered. He moved in and kissed me softly.
"You can do better than that!" I teased when we moved back. Niall pulled me super close to him and crashed his lips onto mine. We moved in sync. He glided his tongue across my bottom lip, wanting access. I agreed. But all of a sudden, I had horrible flash backs of when my adviser made me sleep with him! I couldn't kiss Niall any more! I pulled back and cringed in fear. I pulled myself into a ball, slowly rocking back and forth.
"Katherine?! What's wrong?!" Niall said trying to stay calm. I opened my mouth in response, but no sound came out. The flash backs of my adviser raping me was just too intense! I just wanted to die!
After about ten minutes of deadly flash backs, I snapped out of my daze and removed myself from that ball position. I look over at Niall and he is crying. I place my hand on his side.
"Niall, what's a matter?" I ask. He opens his eyes and whips the tears away.
"Y-you were in a ball and you wouldn't answer me. I thought you were having some kind of seizure!" Niall replied with the tears still rolling down his face. I whipped the rest of the tears away and hugged Niall.
"No, I'm fine. I just thought about something." I said.
"What?" Niall asked. I don't want to answer him. He'll fell horrible and get all angry. But I guess if he wants to know, then he has the right to know.
"Um, well, do you remember when I told you about how my adviser made me sleep with him?"
"Yeah, You told me awhile back."
"Well, it was more like rapping. He raped me, Niall." Once I finished my sentence, angry struck Niall's face. But it soon got swept away with a look of pity. he hugged me once more and held me tight. I kissed his cheek trying not to think about the rapping.
"Katherine, I think you should go see a psychologist. Just to get the feelings off your chest." Niall said. I took a minute to think about it. I guess talking to someone who knows how to deal with thing stuff isn't a bad idea.
"Ok, and in the morning, we can make an appointment." I said and kissed Niall one more time. I snuggled up close to his chest trying to think about good memories and keep my mind clear of anything that had to do with my adviser. Maybe now I can live a normal life with Niall!
