Suicidal Atsushi AU

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Ok look I really like Atsushi, Kenji and Kyouka even if this is based on only Atsushi Kenji and Kyouka are always my two favs as well. Anyways I can write detailed things if I try hard and it's bloody I guess so here we go.

Warning: Blood, Suicide, you can guess the rest so be aware

"Hello everybody!" I yelled

"Hello!" Kenji yelled back

"Today you will be reacting to something dark cuz I felt like it," I said

"Ok?" Atsushi said, "Who is it going to be about?"

"You Atsushi," I said

"Why me?" Atsushi asks

"Because I wanted to and I can. So I will be taking Atsushi to the back with me" I said, "Follow me Atsushi" Then grabbed Atsushi's arm and walked to the back of the theater 

"Alright I'm going to start it up" I yelled through the speakers

The screen showed the words 'Suicidal Atsushi'

"Seriously!? You had to rub off on him didn't you stupid mackerel!" Chuuya shouted

"Don't worry this isn't your Atsushi this is a different Atsushi" I said

"That's not helping!" Chuuya yelled

Red liquid oozes out of my discussing arms.

"Well that was a dark start," Dazai said

"Did say," I said

Why am I even here? Why am I alive? Why do I have to live?

"..." Everyone was silent

I wanted to stand here and watch the beautiful liquid leave my terrible body. But if I stay here any longer they will look for me.

"Who are they?" Chuuya asks

"I'm guessing it's the ADA," Mori said

So I wash my hands under the cold translucent liquid. 

It stings! Why must these cuts sting!?

"Because that's how the human body is" Akutagawa mumbled

Maybe I should just end it all now? After all, they won't be able to save me after I have ended it.

"Jeez he's way more suicidal than I am" Dazai thought

"This stupid brat," Kunikida thought

I approached the sharp razor with hesitation. 

"All the time we have spent was really for nothing?" A voice interrupted my thought process then turn my head to see a man with dark brown hair that was quiet mess and dark brown eyes.

"Wait Atsushi hallucinates about Dazai?" Kunikida questions

"Hmm I wonder why," Dazai mutters still staring at the screen

"..." I watched as the man walked over to me

"Are you really happy to take your life?" He asks

"..." I stare at him... I don't know

"Do you really want to leave everything behind?" He asks

"Yes" I finally muttered

"Or are you really like this because of your so-called Headmaster?" He questions

"Don't listen to him Atsushi use the razor and end it all now" The Headmaster mutters into my ear. I quickly back up

"Atsushi" The Headmaster said

"Atsushi" Dazai said

"Stop" I said

"Atsushi" 

"Atsushi"

"Stop" 

"Atsushi"

"Atsushi"

"Shut up!" I yelled then grabbed the razor and instantly dug it into my pale skin

"Jinko..." Akutagawa muttered under his breath

Many of the audience were stunned by what they were watching.

"Atsushi" Dazai said

"I can't handle this anymore," I said quietly and it felt like if I began to cry everything would flow out like a dam

I looked down at my pale arm which was now dripping in deep crimson blood.

I'm going to end it all now or never! I then took out the razor covered in my blood then started damaging every part of my body.

My shirt was stained with blood and my head felt light, my eyes felt heavy. I could no longer move or even speak but just close my eyes only to be greeted with darkness.

The screen went black and no one said a word.

"Hello? Is everyone traumatized now?" I asked, "Ok that sounds wrong, sorry. But don't worry I will give you some time to recover and I will give you back Atsushi"

I walked Atsushi back to the audience that was either crying, looking like they were about to scream, or looking down.

"Hello?" Atsushi said

"Atsushi!" Kenji yelled as tears could be seen in his eyes, "You are not hurt right!?"

"No why?" Atsushi questioned

The whole ADA ran over to him and started asking questions.

"Don't worry I'm fine" Atsushi said

"Let me see your arms and legs," Yosano said

"Umm ok?" Atsushi said then rolled up his sleeves and trousers

"Phew he's ok," Yosano said

"Huh?" Atushsi was totally confused

"Wait he didn't watch it right?" Ranpo asks

"Yeah that's why he was with me," I said, "I let him have a nap"

"Ok," Ranpo said

"Now go rest up or something I'm taking a nap cya," I said

Hello, this is Rein :3 Yes I can make sad things! And fluff things! Just not anything too flirty I guess. Anyways if you have any questions ask away or if you want them to react to something go ahead. 

The next thing I'm working on now is their reaction to the Beast AU recommended by Ultimate_Slytherin

Anyway I hope you have a good day cya later.




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