Drowned | Sasodei |

Chapter 7

The sunlight coming from the window woke up Sasori. He rubbed his eyes and tried to sit up when he felt the weight on his chest. Sasori opened his eyes and was greeted with the blond beauty sleeping on his chest. He got a little startled when memories from the last night comes flooded in his mind. Sasori smiled and caressed Deidara's hair softly. How did he got to so lucky Sasori wondered. Deidara's eyes fluttered before opening. He looked up and saw Sasori smiling at him "Good morning" Sasori said in a husky morning voice. Deidara replied by pecking him on the lips.

They were currently in Deidara's house as Sasori was too exhausted to drive and Deidara didn't wanted to leave him alone, not after yesterday's incident.

"Can't you stay a little longer" Deidara said pouting. "I want to stay too but can't as i have some work in hospital"

Sasori and Deidara bid their goodbyes and Sasori made his way towards his car. He was already running late and he have to first go to his house to change. He speed up to reach as fast as possible. Sasori reached hospital and went straight to his room. He got shocked to find Asahi sitting on the couch.

"What the fuck are you doing here" Sasori whisper yelled maintaining hospital's decorum ignoring the urge to beat the shit out of him. This guy have some nerve to show his face after what he has done.

"Look Sasori i have came here to apologize about yesterday, i was not in the correct state of mind" Asahi said coming near Sasori. He stopped Asahi by raising his palm. Asahi's presence was now making him uncomfortable.

"I don't want any apologies neither any explanation, just get lost from here before i order guards to drag you" Sasori said sternly.

"Sasori please don't do this you know i love y-"

"Stop with this bullshit, you are dating Boku for god's sake" Asahi's false confessions were making him sick now.

"You are saying all this because of that Deidara guy right? Sasori can't you see he is just using you either for money or a good fuck. Are you that dumb to think a guy like him would ever want anything with you? He don't deserve someone like you who is so much older than him and just working his ass off all day. It's obvious he have other intentions"

Those words stabbed Sasori in the guts. Insecurity creeps in his heart, it is indeed true that Deidara is too good for him and Sasori don't deserve him. He got so lost in the thoughts that he didn't noticed Asahi smirking evilly.

"Sasori baby try to understand you deserve someone who love you not your wealth or body and i am the one who truly loves you, and for Boku he is just a fuck toy to me nothing else" Asahi said while coming closer to still lost Sasori and hugged him. This broke Sasori out of his thoughts and he quickly pushes Asahi away.

"I think you should go now" Sasori said while avoiding eye contact and Asahi knew his plan succeeded.

"Ok ok i am going but do think about what i said"

Later that day Sasori was still working on some medical reports when his phone buzzed. Deidara was calling but Asahi's words were still ringing in his ears. He choose to ignore it, after some minutes several messages were coming back to back that made Sasori pissed and he picked his phone to check and all the messages were from Deidara who was asking about when he will get home or is he fine and many other messages. Sasori check the time on his watch "Huh its 11 in the night, i didn't even noticed"

He just proved Asahi right that indeed he is a workaholic person and Deidara don't deserve him. Sasori sighed and message Deidara that he will be there in half an hour as first he have to clear his head a bit.

After drinking three bottles of whiskey he made his way towards Deidara's house.

He rang the bell and was trying to stand still as he was too drunk to do so. After some seconds a worried Deidara opened the door. "You idiot i was so worried when you didn't picked up my calls neither replied to my messages" Sasori just stood there looking down.

"Hey what happened...wait are you drunk?" Deidara asked when strong smell of alcohol hit his nose. After getting no reply from Sasori he helped him sit on the couch and cupped his cheeks to make Sasori look at him. Deidara got shocked to see Sasori's teary eyes.

"Why are you crying? Did something happened? Is that guy Asahi did something again?" Deidara bombarded Sasori with questions.

"Let's not see each other anymore"

"What? Why" Deidara was too shocked to say anything further, Sasori wants to end the things which have not even fully started.

"I am not good for you...you deserve someone better"

"Please don't say all this" Deidara cupped Sasori's hands and looked at him sternly. "Listen Sasori i know this is fast but i have started to fall in love with you, call it love at first eye sight. I have never been in any relationships but with you i want to try to build something special b-but if you are not into me i udersta-"

Sasori didn't let Deidara finish and hugged him tightly and buried his face into the other's neck. "I fucking love you so much"

Deidara smiled and hugged him back while whispering sweet nothings in Sasori's ear to calm him down.