Oliver Sykes ▴ One Shot

Change.

Oliver's pov

I still remember that morning. The morning I lost the one I loved so much.

*Flashback*

When I woke up, all I could feel was the biggest headache ever and an empty bed. Wait, where's Leah? When I got up I quickly sat on the bed because my head was spinning so hard. Once I was a bit better I searched through the apartment looking for my girl. She was no where to be seen. I tried to call her, and nothing. I called the boys to see if anyone knew where she was, but no one knew.

When I came back to our bedroom I noticed a paper next to the mirror. It was her beautiful handwriting.

"If I can't save you, what am I doing here? I can't keep watching the love of my life destroying himself with me next to him doing nothing. Call me selfish, but I can't see you like this. I know you don't wanna be helped, but be brave, you can be saved. I will always love you. - Leah."

What have I done? I lost the only thing that kept me going. Sure I started to do drugs, but it was only because I had been so stressed and I had to get it out someway. But that way couldn't be on Leah, so I started drugging myself. The thing I didn't knew was that doing this to myself I was hurting her too. I never meant to hurt you, no no no no. I only meant to do this to myself.

My head started to ache more and more and I remembered last night. I screamed at her. I started crying when I realized the jerk I was to her. Lately I have been doing nothing but hurt her. And now I lost her. I have to do something, I have to change. If I want her back I need to change myself, I can feel that I wasn't the same with her now, as I was with her on the beginning of our relationship. The best relationship I had and now I messed it up. Badly. She deserves so much better. I got up from our bed and grabbed my phone. I called Matt Nicholls and after some rings he picked up.

"Hello mate, what's up?" He greeted.

"Come at my house as fast as you can. I need you to take me somewhere." I simply asked in a emotionless voice.

"Alright mate, I'll meet you in ten."

I hung up and started packing a bag. This is it, I'm doing this for her. I want nothing more that her to be happy. And I'm willing to do the hardest thing just to get her to be happy. A few minutes later Matt was at my door. I picked up the bag and opened the door, revealing a surprised and worried Matt.

"What happened?" He asked.

"She left." I couldn't speak more, or I would break down in tears. I already miss her so much.

Matt looked hurt. He and Leah were like brothers, they shared everything with each other. He knew what had been happening, he knew I am a drug addict and he knew Leah tried everything to help me. Well, everyone knew. I suck so bad.

"What are you gonna do now?" He asked, clearly mad at me for making his best friend run away.

"I wanna go to rehab."