Delaney Maybank

Chapter 1 

*Delaney's POV*

Dear stupid diary.
It is April 4 at the moment it's been a few weeks since everything cleared over after the gold I think John b is still upset and Ward was gone.  Me and rare are still dating in secret even tho he kinda hate everyone I love. I'm still suspended for fighting and smoking weed in the bathroom. JJ doesn't know about me smoking weed he only knows that I was fighting. Anyway JJ went in for my meeting today and still has not returned. by the way he went in at 12:00 pm it is now 2:30 pm. I'm kinda nervous cause he's been gone for SO long. Oh well he probably is just blowing off steam before he comes back to John B's. Honestly if he is just blowing off steam then that means the meeting probably didn't go so well. But I kinda hope I got expelled I hate school anyway. Everybody at my school is stuck up  especially Makayla Brooks. I hate her so much she's the girl that I got into a fight with because she was saying stuff about my family. Although I HATE my dad I still don't like people taking about him mainly because when people to talk about him, they say that I'm like him and I'm NOT. And I NEVER will be.

"DJ!!!" I heard JJ yell from outside. He must've just got home, I got up and before I went outside I hid my diary. After that I walked outside and saw JJ he did NOT look happy.

"Why do you look so mad was the meeting that bad?" I question while walking towards him he was sat on one of the hammocks.

"The only thing could have made that meeting worse was if a giant space rocking and fell on the school" after he said that I burst into laughter "do you mean a meteor?" JJ not the smartest sometimes"It's not funny DJ you're in a lot of trouble" JJ said disappointedly. I looked down at my lap I hated when he was disappointed with him.

"I'm sorry JJ" i mumbled quietly. He got up from the hammock and hugged me "I know DJ but now I don't know what to do because you got expelled" my eyes widened as soon as he said that honestly I was kinda happy but I could tell JJ was very upset.

I was also incredibly nervous Because he still hasn't said anything about me smoking weed and I'm sure that School told him.

"What do we do now?" I asked JJ as I pulled away from the hug and sat on the hammock "I have no idea but we'll figure it out. We always do" he said but muttered, the last part under his breath.

For the rest of the day we hung out on the HMS Pogue just me and JJ. He didn't want the other's to come he thought it would be too much of a 'reward' the only reason why he took me at all was because I had already been sitting in the house for a week.

~time skip~

We got back to the Château at 5:40 when we got back John B, pope, kie and Sarah we're all they're eating s'more's. As soon as we got close to where they were they all looked at me with disappointing looks. Great JJ told them. I sat down on one of the hammocks.

About 5 minutes later kie and Sarah sat down next to me I love kie and Sarah they were like big sisters to me.

"So JJ tells us you got expelled for fighting and smoking weed in the bathrooms at school" kie said and as soon as those words left kie mouth my eyes widened.

"Shit" I whispered so no one else could hear.

"ya umm but ho- ho- umm ho- how did you know about me smoking" I stuttered out they both look at me and start laughing. I was extremely confused.

"dude you've shown up to the Château every day high for like a month we could tell we just didn't say anything" Sarah said while laughing uncontrollably.

I was in a complete state of shock. "Wait how did you know I was high! I thought I was doing pretty good at hiding it!" I said while laughing as well now

"nope we could tell the first time you ever came home high" kie said a little bit more stern. I gulped when she got more stern.

"Is JJ mad" I asked they both looked at me extremely confused "he hasn't talked to you about it yet?" Kie questioned "n- no" I stuttered. I was so confused on why JJ wouldn't say anything.

"JJ GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!!!" Kie yelled making me flinch. oh shit. "Why what's happening?" JJ asked as he ran over to us. Kie and Sarah stood up at whispered something in his ear. Shit. Shit. SHIT.

Right before I looked down I saw a annoyed look on his face. About three seconds later. Mind you those three seconds felt like eternity. JJ was sat next to me on the hammock.

"I- am- tru-" I tried to talk, but I couldn't. I kept tripping over my words. "If you're trying to ask if you're in trouble yeah you are" he spoke in a very stern and disappointedly.

I was about to cry until I remembered, I promise I made myself 3 years ago when I broke down crying in front of my hole school.

~flashback to three years ago~

Today was the worst day of my life I can't believe I got in trouble for Makayla, falling down a flight of stairs.

Especially since I didn't fucking push her she tripped and fell over her own dam feet. But nope they won't believe me. Now the fucking school is calling my dad. Why can't they just call JJ.

I thought to myself while crying "aww everyone look delaney's crying like the little bitch she is" Makayla spat at me while laughing. "You know what if had a life like I had you would be fucking crying to and you're a bigger bitch then me because you know dam fucking well you tripped over you'er own fucking feet. I mean seriously why the fuck would I wast my time tripping a ugly bitch like you, you'er face is already ugly enough" i spat back still crying but a little less now.

Though I probably just looked to make sure no one was behind me because just to me luck the principal was right behind me. SO WAS MY DAD.

~Present time~

Before I could even think I was screaming at him "I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE FUCK I'M IN TROUBLE YOU'VE BEEN SMOKING WEED FOR LONGER THEN I HAVE AND YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'ER A FUCKING HYPOCRITE JUST LIKE DAD!!!" but as soon as I yelled what I did I regretted it. JJ's face immediately dropped. I really felt like a piece of shit this time. I knew how much JJ hated to be told he was like are dad.

"JJ- I- I- I didn't mean it- I-" I tried to say I was sorry but I knew it was to late. I felt a tear role down my face and I knew then that the promise I made myself three years ago, was broken.

I saw JJ face shift from being upset and disappointed, to being sad and angry, he didn't even say anything he just walked away.

I saw everyone staring at me like I was a monster. And at that point I really thought I was.

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(A/N HI SO THIS IS WRITTEN ON THE DAY IT ACTUALLY IS THATS HOW ALL THE CHARACTERS WILL BE SO IF I SAW IN THE BOOK ITS WRITTEN ON MAY 5TH THEN IT'S MAY 5th IRL. ALSO I WILL TRY TO DO DAILY UPDATES. BUT I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO AND IF I CANT I WILL LET YOU KNOW I PROMISE. ANDWAY ITS STILL APRIL 4th. BUT IMA START TH SECOND CHAPTER RIGHT NOW BUT I'LL PUT IT AS TOMORROW'S DATE SO APRIL 5th ALSO I REALLY HOPE TOU ENJOY THIS. OK LOVE YA'LL BYE.)