struggling (stan x kyle)

The Party

Kyles POV

Stan: i uh..
Kyle: you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to.
Stan: no no it's okay i'll tell you.

Stan just sat there for a second. I started feeling bad asking a deep question but he is seriously confusing me. was the the girls? did they turn him gay? is there someone he likes? does he like me? or maybe he just knows? finally he spoke up.

Stan: i started to question like 4 years ago. and i think it's because there's this guy. I think i like him.
Kyle: who is he if you don't mind me asking.
Stan: i don't think i should say just yet. not until i'm positive.
Kyle: that's okay Stan.

i smiled at him but i really wanted to know. we later fell asleep. the next day i woke up and checked the time. i got up then walked to Stans bathroom to fix up my hair. I usually kept a spare toothbrush at his house because we love sleeping over at each others houses.

Soon later Stan walked into the bathroom rubbing his eyes. He grabbed his toothbrush and started brushing his teeth. both of us soon walked into his room to get dressed. i stole more of his clothes because honestly, i look good in them.

Stan: you excited for tokens party?
Kyle: i am but i'm not a big party guy.
Stan: hey i won't leave your side trust me.
Kyle: thanks Stan.

Stan then smiled at me. We both went down stairs and ate some breakfast. it was just some cereal and toast. We played some video games until it was time for the party. Stan and i got in his car and went to tokens house. i left my car at the school and planned to get it back tomorrow.

Once we got there we spotted kenny and cartman waiting for us at the door. We soon walked over to them and greeted them.

Kenny: I am so ready to drink.
Cartman: i'm so ready to eat!
Stan: your such a fatass.
Cartman: AY!

we all laughed then walked inside. Kenny ran to the beer and Cartman ran to the food. soon Wendy walked up to Stan and started flirting with him immediately.

Wendy: heyyy Stan.
Stan: Oh hey Wendy!
Wendy: wanna go grab a drink?
Stan: oh no thank you. i can't drink no more.

Wendy then started pressuring him and rubbing all over him. It made me so jealous. We just Walking in man give him room.

Wendy: can you at least meet me upstairs?
Stan: heh i mean sure i'll be there!

Stan started to smile. Wendy soon walked away and stan turned towards me. i felt betrayed a little bit.

Stan: sorry Kyle. i'll be back in like 30 minutes alright?
Kyle: yeah okay stan.

Stan then Walked towards the stairs. i already knew what was about to happen. He just told me last night he was questioning and now he's about to go fuck Wendy. Of course he's not gay! he was probably just saying that to make me feel better!

I then had the urge to go drink with Kenny. I walked over to the bar and took a couple of shots. Kenny was standing there looking concerned at me.

Kenny: yo since when did you start drinking?
Kyle: since i gave up.
Kenny: you okay man?
Kyle: yeah i just wanna drink and enjoy this party.

Kenny shrugged and gave me another shot. we both took it together. he then gave me a cup of punch and gave me a joint.

kenny: wanna smoke it?
Kyle: i mean i got nothing to loose. might as well.

Kenny and i then just stayed together for about 20 minutes until a couple of girls came up to us. it was some chick named Ginny and Heidi.

Heidi: Heyyy boys.
Kenny: hello lady's
Ginny: me and Heidi were just thinking, maybe you two would like to hook up with us?
Kyle: sorry i'm not into that stuff i'm out.
kenny: FUCK YEAH!
Heidi: Kyle you sure?
Kyle: Yeah sorry.