struggling (stan x kyle)

Caught

*SMALL SMUT WARNING*

Kyles POV

Stan: listen. i didn't mean to come off to you like that. i know what i did was wrong. i should've told you.

honestly i should be mad at him. but it's so hard to be mad at him. he drives me crazy i sware. I just nodded my head because i feel the alcohol kicking in right now. I am not very used to drinking since i just started so i get drunk to easily.

Lucky for me i have Stan. He does not get mad at me when i drink. He more takes care of me and listens to me. I did not do that when he was drinking. i more kinda left him. Yet he's stays with me.

~flashback~

there he is again. i can tell he's drunk just by looking at him. God he needs to understand this shit can hurt him. that's so disappointing.

Cartman: yo you see Stans drunk again. that's so embarrassing.
Kyle: Yeah he really needs to control his drinking or he will get in a lot of trouble.
Kenny: i try to help him but he won't listen. y'all should try talking to him again. he's really hurting and you just left him.

Sure i felt bad but him being drunk distracted me from school and my own life.

~time forward~

Kyle: Stan? why do you still talk to me?
Stan: what do you mean?
Kyle: i mean when you were drinking, i judged you and made fun of you and just left you. but your helping me.
Stan: Kyle it's cause i care. at the time you were just confused. but i love you man. i'm here for you and i'll take care of you.
Kyle: so you won't leave me?
Stan: i won't no. but i want to help you quit. It's not healthy. sure i drink here and there still but that's only occasionally and i learned to control it.

I sat there for awhile just thinking. I only been drinking for a few weeks now but he's got a point. but i can't just quit. i'll let him help though. Soon Stan just faced me.

Stan: can i show you something i learned.
Kyle: sure what is it?
Stan: it's a game i saw.

Stan picked up a rock and showed it to me.

Stan: basically, you take this rock and skip it. however many skips you get is how many dares you give me. same goes for me.
Kyle: okay fine. i'll go first.

i then grabbed Stans rock. i tossed it in the water and got two skips. i looked at stan and gave him a smile.

Kyle: i dare you to jump in that water... and my second dare is for you to do it in nothing but your underwear.
Stan: bet!

Stan then ran taking off his clothes and jumped in. see right now it's not too cold out but it's still colorado. He then walked out and grabbed another rock. He threw it and got 3 skips.

Stan: jump in! But don't forget to take the clothes off!
Kyle: very original

Stan smiled at me pointing at the lake. I then took off my clothes except for my boxers and ran into the lake. Stan followed behind me. we both were inside slashing each other having a great time.

Stan: oh wait... didn't my rock skip 3 times?
Kyle: oh no what now.
Stan: Kiss me.
Kyle: What??
Stan: you heard me.

For a second i thought i was dreaming. or maybe i'm just drunk. i hesitated but then Stan just swam up to me.

Stan: i'm waiting.

he gave me this smile i have never seen from him. was he just trying to make me feel better? He doesn't like me. Why would he dare such a thing. but i mean he did dare me. and i never turn down a dare. i went to put my hand on his check to kiss him. slowly i went in and soon our lips touched. i pulled back and smiled at him. he then pulled me back in and just kissed me more.