struggling (stan x kyle)

The bet

Kyles POV

I woke up and saw i was hugging stan and in his room. Why am i here? This is the last place i want to be. Stan really messed up this time and i'm not staying here for this. I slowly got up trying not to wake Stan up. I walked out of his house and back to mine.

Right when i walked inside i went upstairs and got dressed for school. I got to my car and drove. Once i got there, Stan and everyone was already there. I ignored them all and walked right past them. I'm not talking to Stan. I am just going to live my life even if He's not in it.

I went to my first period and saw Heidi sitting down. i then sat next to her. She looked at me and smiled. Maybe i can make Stan jealous or upset. He needs payback.

Kyle: Hey Heidi!
Heidi: hi Kyle! How are things with Stan?
Kyle: Eh i don't really talk to him much. I guess i really am more into girls.
Heidi: Really?!
Kyle: Yeah. that reminds me, Do you wanna come to my place after school?
Heidi: YES!
Kyle: bet! My parents are going on a business trip and Ike will be at his friends so i have the house all to me.

Heidi started blushing. Just then Stan walked into the class and immediately looked concerned. I am sitting in a whole new spot. There's no way i'm sitting next to Stan. Not after what he pulled. He can sit with Wendy for all i care.

~Skips to after school~

Heidi and i met at my car. She kissed my cheek then proceeded to get in my car. I drove us to my house and as i stepped out i noticed Stan also just got home. He stared at us as Me and Heidi walked into my house. I mean why should he care. if he gets to sleep with someone after kissing me, so do i.

Stans POV

This day just feels wrong. First Kyle sits next to Heidi and not me in first period, now he's bringing her to his house. I know his parents are going to be gone so obviously he knows what he's doing.

Kyle is so innocent. but Lately, He's been drinking and smoking and now sleeping with girls. I can't tell what's going on. Especially after last night! He just told me he loved me. I mean i know he was drunk and emotional but how can he do this.

I guess this is payback? But i can't let him do this right? Kyle has always been such a sweet guy and i need to fix whatever is happening. Or maybe i just let him? I don't know. I care about him though. And i really think i do like him. or Love him. This is a lot.

I am watching the guy that i've been hurting go and find someone else to love. of course he gave up on me! i would too! But i can't let him go that easily. I'm going to get Kyle back wether it hurts me or not!

I proceeded to walk up to Kyle front door. I stood there for a couple of minutes thinking if this was right or not. But after a little i leaned down and grabbed the key under the mat. his family has kept it there for years now. i open the door and walked to Kyles room. i took a deep breath and closed my eyes and opened his door. When i opened them i see Kyle. But only Kyle.

What? I am so beyond confused. I sware i saw Heidi. i never went inside my house so i never saw her leave. I looked around just confused. Maybe she heard me come in and is hiding.

Kyle: Yes?
Stan: I thought.. but she... What??
Kyle: What, you saw Heidi and now she's not here?

all i could do was nod

Kyle: Well, we came to my room and sat down. we slowly started to make out but i couldn't do it. i couldn't stop thinking about you Stan. She noticed i was off so we talked for a bit.
Stan: what do you mean talked?
Kyle: i told her what happened with you and Wendy and she told me i shouldn't just leave. She wished my luck then snuck out the back.
Stan: Why the back?
Kyle: Because she knew you were going to come in here at any point. so, my question is, why did you?
Stan: why did i what?
Kyle: why did you do all of this. Like sleep with wendy literally 30 minutes after we kissed. Or maybe even come to me after i caught you. Or the fact that you came to stop me and Heidi.
Stan: I... I couldn't let you go Kyle.

Kyle gave me a blank Stare. He looked so unimpressed. Whatever he is going to say, i deserve it. Who am i kidding. I don't deserve Kyle. I never have.

Kyle: Stan, Your a dick.
Stan: I know.
Kyle: even if you come back, i'm dumb enough to forgive you.
Stan: your not dumb Kyle! You shouldn't forgive me. i fucked up big time.
Kyle: yeah i shouldn't. you hurt me. but, i do forgive you Stan. I have loved you since 5th grade. At the time i just thought we were really good friends but now i know. I love you more than just my friend.

Kyle got up and stood right in front of me. He slowly wrapped his arms around me.

Kyle: I don't want to loose you dude. but if you want to be with Wendy, You go with her . i'm not holding you back.
Stan: I don't want to though.

Kyle slowly had tears escape his eyes. he hugged me tighter.

Stan: Listen Kyle. I know i fucked all this up. I do like you. I don't know what went on in my head.
Kyle: Stan, I can't be with you.
Stan: I understand.
Kyle: No. I can't be with you if your going to keep falling for wendy. I need to trust you. It's going to take time for me to trust you again.
Stan: Okay Kyle.

We sat in silence for a little bit. Kyle then stopped hugging me and rubbed his eyes. He gave a slight smirk and looked me in the eyes.

Kyle: i have a deal.
Stan: Oh no what is it?
Kyle: i give up drinking and you give up Wendy. That means i throw out all my alcohol i have stored up. i'll even let you throw it out just so i don't cheat. and you, your going to stop flirting with Wendy or even sleeping with her. If we both can do that for each other, Then we can be together.
Stan: I... I like that. So you'll give up drinking for me and i'll give up wendy for you?
Kyle: Exactly. Sounds easy but i promise it won't be.
Stan: you have a deal!

immediately we shook hands. I then started to clean out Kyles closet and drawers and back back. He lead me to his whole collection. My question is how did he get all this. Then He asked for me to sleep over. I slept on the floor and he slept on the bed.

This honestly feels like it'd be easy, but i'm really worried i might mess this up. But i'll do it!

For Kyle!