Hard Feelings

Thoughts & Slushys

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Tweek POV
I woke up to loudness i dont know what my parents were doing but I didn't really care so I tried to go to bed again but then my door was opened "Tweek?" I heard my moms sweet voice I didn't wanna get up.. "Tweek honey?" "Yess mom..?" I said my voice all groggy "Were going to pick up Stella would you like to come with?" She had asked, Stella? Since when was Stella coming.. "Stella? Since when-" I said getting cut off "She doesn't want to be there with her Step mother so she decided to come back so would you like to come with us?" She said sounding a bit stressed "Im still tired sorry :/" I tried my best to sound nice but I just wanted to be left alone for the time. She nodded and went back downstairs he finally heard the click to the door and I watched the car leave finally some peace and quiet.. I had a crush on Craig why? Was it just because he was attractive or was it because of 4th grade.. but if I liked him since 4th then why am I just now discovering these feelings? GAH WAY TOO MUCH PRESSURE!!!

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I shook the thoughts after a while too much stress so I wanted to go for a walk I put on my green button up shirt failing to button all of the buttons I just put on my black overalls to hide it and paired my
white vans with them I went downstairs I opened the door to see a sunset already turning dark? Still no parents I walked in and was brought by the view of Craig's house I stared for a good 20 seconds then decided to go for a short walk I made it too a lake it was frozen though I saw a few large rocks I wiped some of the snow off of the rock and sat there I was having a peaceful time with myself then I heard giggles and laughs I got a bit nervous but it was fine then I felt a tap of my shoulder I got scared and jumped stumbling a bit I looked and saw Kyle? "Hey You okay dude?" He asked me I was gonna answer before another voice cut my off  "Of course not You scared the poor boy" I saw Stan come over "I'm f-fine" I spit out they looked at each other for a moment "Do you want to hangout with us?" Kyle asked I think Stan was about to protest but Kyle looked at him "Oh I'm-" I was cut off "Great I'm going to go grab my backpack out of the club house" he said with a wide grin and I looked in the direction he was pointing it wasn't too far but wasn't so close either maybe a 5 minute walk? And with that Kyle left me and Stan when Kyle was out of hearing range Stan looked at me he had a rather annoyed look on his face "Listen Tweek" he said with a fake grin "I only want to hangout with a Kyle" he trailed off looking me up and down "Not a twitching mess" he said with a little grin before he could say something I got up and walked past him "If that's what you really want Stan" I said walking off into the distance I knew why he didn't want me there he liked Kyle and wanted to spend more time with him not a total spazz like me always panicking and twitching

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Stan POV
Tweek left damn why was a so mean I wanted to apologize but he was already gone I sat on the rock he was sitting on "I really like Kyle but as a crush?" I questioned myself "You have a crush on who?" I jumped and saw Kyle "Jeez copying Tweek now?" I stayed silent "Speaking of where is Tweek?" I didn't want to answer instead I looked down "Stan?" "I kinda told him to go back home.." I said rubbing my neck looking down "Are you serious? Dude why'd you do that?" "I wanted just us to hangout" "It's complicated I think" I think I like you Kyle I didn't say that out loud of course he'd hate me for sure I just started walking somewhere ignoring what Kyle was saying

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Tweek POV
on my way back home it got darker I saw couples holding hands and doing romantic shit I hated it I hated love mostly because nobody could ever really love a person like me I started twitching I chuckled to myself and remembered 4th grade, soon
I saw the car in the drive way I heard laughs and giggles inside I opened the door as quiet as I could I saw Stella showing my dad some drawings she made and my mom cooking in the kitchen nobody seemed to notice me all attention was on Stell I just went stained at her for a moment she looked over to where I was I just looked away and went upstairs I went to my room I took my overalls off and put on some sweats and changed out of my button up into a T-shirt I went on my laptop and decided to watch gravity falls since it would make me laugh sometimes I heard a knock at the door I assumed it was mom "Im not hungry mom!" I said then the door opened I paused the show and looked it was Stella she came over to my bed she looked up at me "Need something Sneak?" "You remembered my nickname!" She cheered happily i gave a soft smile "So need something?"she looked at my computer I scooted closer to the wall she climbed up my bed and sat down I then unpaused the show and we began to watch the show again

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I felt weight on my arm I saw Stella leaned  on my arm and was snoozing I put a blanket over her and continued to watch Gravity falls by myself, I got tired of the show and turned the laptop off and went onto my phone to see if anything new had happened I went on twitter and saw that Wendy had cut her hair some it looked nice I liked the tweet and then went on looking at random posts till I got bored and went to check my messages I saw I had over 20 messages from Butters
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Beeders: TWEEK!
Beeders: AHH TWEEKERS!
Tweeters: GAH SORRY! What happened?
Beeders: You missed it.
Tweeters: ACK! What did I miss?
Beeders: There was a party that Kenny dragged me too
Beeders: we played spin the bottle and Kenny made out with Craig...
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my heart skipped a beat Kenny..and Craig.? Why did my heart ache I don't like Craig! He's a total..Asshole!! But didn't Kenny and Butters..? We're they ever official I felt bad for Butters forget Craig poor Butters he loved the man so dearly! If only Kenny knew how much Butters cherished him
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Tweeters: I'm sorry Butters :(
Beeders: Nah it's okay it's not like we were official or he even liked me back .
Tweeters: Do you maybe want to hangout sometime?"
Beeders: Yeah maybe..
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I felt eyes on me I looked to see Sneaks eyes "Kenny seems like a total douchebag" she was correct for a 6 year old she was smart "Yeah he is he's an asshole!" I then covered my mouth when I realized what I had said "Mhm.. Asshole seems like a better word for this situation" she said j laughed at this "Do you want to go get slushes? Her eyes lightened up "YESSS!"

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